After Kane had left with Indra I was constantly walking up and down the corridors. Octavia was with them. Guess what? - no one ever tried to keep her from going. But she is not around 6 months pregnant and walks like an elefant. I breathed out loudly.
"Clarke? Are you okay?" I turned around to face Raven. The look on her face showed that she knew everthing and came to brighten up my mood. I wouldn't tell anyone that no one - accept Bellamy - ever could.
"Hey, Raven, I-I'm good. Thanks." I smiled to tell her with every sell in my numb body that I really was fine - wasn't I? She took a step closer and laughed. "You don't have to pretend to be fine. I know your not", she paused. "You were walking up and down the halls for 2 hours now." I started to laugh along with her. "Your right", I admitted grudgingly.
"Planning on doing anything else today?" Raven didn't even wait until I could give a possible answer. She took me by the hand and walked away pulling me after her. Every pregnant woman can imagine how it feels to move such a weight when your in the last trimester of the pregnancy.
"Raven, stop", I cried out after a short amount of time walking fast to try to keep up with her. We went out into the woods and we were now a 30 minute walk away from Arkadia. "If I'll have to take another step, I'll colapse right here." Raven looked so disappointed when I said that. "It's not far away anymore, come on, Clarke. Please keep moving." I sighed. I took a deep breath and two more steps on my way to nowhere.
After another ten minute walk Raven stopped and smiled widely. "Close your eyes!" She ordered. I looked at her. How could she want me to close my eyes when we had to walk in the woods? I don't only feel like a fat, pregnant lady on the ark, that can't even make a step without stumbling. I basicly am a fat, pregnant lady like that right now. "No", I answered. "I'm not going to close my eyes when I have to walk."
After an almost escalating discusion between the two of us, she let go and I could walk the last steps with open eyes, but quiet from now on.
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I am back. Finally.
I hope to post weekly, but don't blame me if I can't.
The edit is mine. It's not the best, but the best Icould do on my phone.
Love you people.
Thanks for waiting so long.
