3 months later ...
I am feeling so much better now. No more morning sickness, no more being extra tired - even after waking up. The only thing that might be causing a problem, is that I am starting to show right know. I must be 4 months by now. The only people that are knowing about my pregnancy are Bellamy, my mother, Jackson and Octavia. I don’t want anyone to know until I for sure can’t loose that sweetheart anymore. The loose sweaters that Bellamy got me will help out eventually another month, but what will we do then?
It doesn’t matter now.
I got up from my nap – since I am pregnant I nap every time I can. I changed into a comfortable long-sleeved sweater and then made my way through the hallways.
A teenager from the ark was celebrating his 18th birthday outside. The whole camp was dancing, eating and drinking. Winter is far gone and the hunting trips are coming back with more and more food. I decided to have some food. The little beanie inside of me was craving so much food.
As I walked outside, Monty approached me and wanted to hand me a cup of moon shine. “No, I ... I don’t want to”, in my head I edit ‘I can’t’, but I didn’t say anything. “Oh come on, Clarke, just one drink.” Some others joined Monty, but I could still only refuse to have a drink. “I can’t. I just can’t”, I said over and over again. Monty laid an arm around me and answered: “It’s just a drink, Clarke. It won’t kill you or anything.” Monty squeezed my shoulder and then let go. I stretched my shoulders and then took a deep breath.
“I can’t drink any alcohol, because ... I-I am pregnant.” My voice was only a whisper. Just meant for Monty’s ears, but everyone heard. A cheer filled the air and all send the sweetest congrats into the night sky.
I hoped Bellamy wouldn’t mind the whole camp to know.
Hope you like it. Comment if you have amy Ideas or sonething what will happen next. Love, Patzu
