Suicide and Parties

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GOLDEN'S PONT OF VIEW

We we're setting up for a pool party or some sort that I can't even remember what about or why I'm helping o
r even invited to. After helping up organize and set up things in a couple room I was told to go dress up for the party basically just told to get in a swimsuit with some sort of loose dress over me.

I went up stairs to go to a room where they said my clothes were but only to find out that I wasn't told which room and the hallway was to dark to find what area has a door and what has a staircase or wall or something. I went back down to the ground floor to ask if anyone can help me but I was simply denied or ignored.

I grew furious and was at the last straw after asking the owner of the household who told me, 'In what do you need help from me for? You're a smart kid! '

I stormed off to the stairs and about 50 feet up. Suddenly people from he second third and ground floor started swarming me on the staircase, with the voices in my head growing louder, insulting me and rising my anxiety. Soon they we're voiced as well by the people around me. I tried to get on the railing but was pushed back with a force.  Suddenly someone grabbed me and sat me on the railings with no one preventing it. I took this oppertunity. There we're two staircases apart from each other connecting to the same ground. In between a railing that connects to the stair case railings. I jumped for that so people would have harder time grabbing me and grabbed the railing my feet on the edge. I then jumped.

   I when I hit the floor or ground I felt a pain that wasn't too hard but not unnoticeable. ((I actually did though))

  I saw black. No light shined through. No color. Then my vision went to something else.

  There was a chant or song about a lonely girl with no love. I was seeing a blond teenage or adult girl in front of a plain white house though it seemed delegate and wonderful. From what I'm being able to observe there was nothing else but blue sky, dull green grass, and simple trees though not many. It seemed peaceful yet the atmosphere seemed sorryful and sad. As the chant or song kept going ((that I can't rember)) the atmosphere got sadder by the second as I thought as if I we're the person. The one thought ((I remember saying or thinking XD)) that stood out was, 'where's my love? '. Everything went black again. I woke up. ((Idk if I actually woke up as I remember something telling me in some way I survived the fall and I can't tell if I had another dream or if it just transitioned to another with a similar setting for the ending before I actually woke up))

((So, if you couldn't tell, I was writing a dream. I modified it so it sounded more understandable, like the beginning when I can't remember but I ended up walking to a room to put up or prepare something as throughout the dream I was either given a vibe or a hint there was a party, and took out fairly hard to remember and write parts I thought that were unnessicary, like at one point near the beginning I tried climbing a tree to get to the third floor. I couldn't remember every single detail but I remembered the ones that stood out to me and are more of the main instead of when I climbed a tree or saw some digger in a gaming room while climbing boxes or mattresses. Wait I remembered most of it. Anyways, this dreamed got me worried as lately it hasn't gotten off my mind and I still remember it. I thought of writing it out a bit. It got me worried a lot as my brain would usually muster up strange or weird things just for fun as I am just conscious during the thing but, this was off. I was barely able to consciously think or choose throughout the dream as I only done so after the suicide in my thoughts during the weird scene. It got me worried and I feared my love committed suicide as I thought about it more. I just need to write this out. I'm planning on writing another chapter on this book for something that wouldn't get off my mind as I grew more depressed over it.sorry about this. See ya'))

((Phone typed))

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