Strange Stories (MultiFandom Oneshots)

Alone Time

Fandom: None, this is just me in my room.

Ship: again, none.

Alone time.

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  Something some people never really get, either due to distractions constantly, or due to people around them.

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  Sometimes people claim they have alone time when they aren't around people, maybe even other beings. But when it goes to devices they're mind doesn't change on if they have alone time or not.

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  Though, it's not like I should exclude myself...

  As you stare out the window and watch the rain, have you ever thought thoughts? Have you ever had an imaginary world you can escape to when you're alone? One you can feel at home, one where you can internally vent and move on perfectly fine on the outside? One where you feel safe?

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  I heard people don't like the rain anymore, they don't like watching it, they don't like running or just standing in it. They just don't like it. They would rather be in their indoor area to their devices or be in a dry place where there is good enough lighting for them. Where there is nothing to do with rain. They wouldn't even like sitting or staying in one place where the rain fell upon and stopped.

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   Rain is gentle. As long as you are friends, it won't be scared, and you both can enjoy each others company as the other passes by.

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  Am I a friend of rain? I don't know anymore, when rain passes by, I have public school class, when it stops or is barely sprinkling, I'm outside. Sometimes when I'm home it rains, but I'm either asleep or is unable to acknowledge it. I feel bad.

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  Do you want to be its friend? I do, but I don't know if I can. I'm a person who will admire others from a distance but never talk to them. A 'friend' you didn't even know existed but knows you. I'm an observer, but I'm bad at observing the most crucial detail. I might notice when you chose a different schedule of walking if I hanged out with you, I'd know your emotion towards me shifting, I'd know your avoidance of me, but I wouldn't tell what's wrong, if you are okay, if you've been down, even if you did something like cut your hair or painted your nails, even have new clothes.

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  I suppose that's how bad at everything I am. I'm also pretty selfish by the looks of it as well, right? You don't know me, and I don't know you. Maybe it should keep at that. I'd die of hyperthermia, and you'd be safe and free. Correct?

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  I get off track easily, but these are my thoughts, my messy, terrible thoughts, not being revised, not being edited, just spilling out from my mind to my fingertips, to my keyboard, onto this website. If only I talked this freely, I barely want myself to talk at all, but hey, an attention whore has to talk, don't they? Something I wish but can't stop. I just want to be mute, but it's not that easy, and well, everything has a certain consequence, good or bad, right? I'm more likely to get a bad than a good consequence, hah.

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Well, that's a wasteful talk for you. I wrote this around 4:48 roughly ((that's a guess)) and I finished this around 5:19. Well, time to get sleep, hah it's a Sunday, can't wait for awakenment after three hours, more or less. Do you like my suffering? I might add more secretly in the future, but I still need to catch up on things.

((I'm still trying to get other things sorted out in my life, and I'm pretty sure I'm dragging myself behind in things I desperately need to catch up to for others approval. See you in a month or more? I'll try better... hopefully.))

((also I go by military time so it's around morn, I need rest-))

(Update: So, I was going to post this by the time I finished it, but I wanted to draw a picture for this (although I messed up and missed my key components and can't go back unless I redraw everything and hold this more.), I ended up dragging my time and decided to fall asleep with three quarters of the picture was finished. I made that decision around 6:30, I fell asleep around 7. I woke up 10:30 and had a planned day. I'm home now at 16:50 roughly. I'm sorry for such thing, I'll do what I can to get better at posting on time. Heres your story.))