TORN//Derek Luh

Chapter 17

A little Dirty

Today.

It's the day I finally will be moving out into my own place. I am moving into a small condo that is a couple blocks down the street from Derek and Skate. 

I know that I will be in the studio so much I probably wont see them. It'll all be like before, we will go our separate ways like we said would happen when we were 17 years old. It's about that time. 

"Alright Miss Williams that is the last of the boxes." The mover says. I smile. 

"Thanks you. I will meet you there." I say as he walks out. I say bye to everyone then leave. Baby J drives one of my cars to the condo while I drive the other. 

Unpacking happens quickly. I pay the movers and they leave. 

I begin unpacking the kitchen first. "Do you think that you will actually go to see them? Now that you are moved out?" JJ asks. 

"Probably not like we used too. Times are different now Baby J. We are all on our way to fame like we have wanted. Our dreams are coming true so now we are going our separate ways like we have been trying to do since 17. We did it Baby J. It's time we start showing it." I say. 

"It's going to kill them when you don't hang out much and drown yourself in the studio." 

"It's going to kill me just as much, because Skate and Derek have lives now. They have what I don't. Yet."

"What's that?" 

"Fans, girlfriends, Fame like they wanted and I couldn't be more proud of those boys than I already am." I say. 

"You'll get everything that you want. As for the boyfriend thing, you'll get that too. I'm sure there's plenty of men out there dying to be with you. There's even one right under your nose." He says. 

"Wha-" I am cut off my JJ's soft lips. I kiss back. Clearly he has made out with plenty of girls because he is experienced with this. 

He swipes his tongue across my bottom lip asking for entrance, so I part my lips slightly letting him in. Our tongues battle for dominance. 

He picks me up wrapping my legs around his waist. He doesn't break the kiss as he walks us over to the couch. He sets me down and climbs on top of me still not breaking the kiss. 

I slide my hands up and down his chest then I remove his shirt. 

He then removes mine. We are soon in nothing but our underwear. 

"Are you sure you wanna do this? We can stop if you aren't comfortable." He says. I smile. 

"I'm sure Baby J." I say. 

"You should probably stop calling me that after you see me." He says winking and reconnecting our lips.

His lips move to my ear, then down to my jawline. Sloppy kisses are left all the way down my neck, chest, hips and to my thighs. 

He takes my panties off with one hand and unclasps my bra. He removes his boxers, and it only escalates from there. 

When we both reach our highs he collapses next to me. 

"I'm so in love with you Princess, and I won't dare hurt you the way Colby did." He says playing with my hair. I look at him. 

"Don't you dare make a promise you won't keep." I say. 

"I won't hurt you. Not like that ever." He says kissing me passionately. We get dressed then begin unpacking.

"I think we should go to dinner tonight." He says. 

"Sounds good to me. Casual or Fancy?" 

"A mix of both." He says. I nod. We unpack the whole condo, then I go change. 

JJ and I go eat at a really nice restaurant.

"Will you be my girlfriend, Nivea?"

"Yes." I smile.