TORN//Derek Luh

Chapter 18

-6 months later-

"That was fucking lit!" Chad says. I laugh. 

"Thanks." I say. So these past 6 months I have been working hard as fuck on music in the studio. I have seen Skate and Derek more than I actually thought which is good because that means things aren't coming to an end just yet. 

In about 2 weeks my second album will be dropping. I have been doing songs with 50 Cent, Logan Paul, Jake Paul, Chad Tepper, and the Jacks. Chad is the one I am working with currently

I've had a lot of fun doing this. JJ and I have been going pretty strong too. I've fallen for him harder than I did Colby which is good. He isn't just a distraction anymore either. 

Derek and Lele are going pretty strong also. Look at us growing up. This week Skate and Derek will be doing a song with me, as well as Sammy, so this will be awesome. 

I'm going to have some bad ass music coming out. My fans are super excited. In about a month I will be going on tour with Sammy, Skate, Derek and the Jacks. 

That will be lit too. I am so fucking excited things have been coming together so well. I couldn't be any happier about how life is turning out for me and the boys.

I'm really happy that my wings have been spreading the way they have. I wrote a couple songs about my parents but I haven't introduced them to my manager yet. He will love them I know it. 

I wrote all of my songs and I think I will do these 2 songs solo. Derek and Skate knew my parents really well. 

I know that these songs will get to them. I have also wrote a couple songs about how I have been fighting myself for a long time, and how I have overcome it all.

That's really going to hit a nerve with the boys. My fans and manager too. 

Shit it hit me hard and I fuckin wrote it. 

"You ready to hit that bar later kid?" Chad asks. 

"You know it." I say. We grab our things and head out. I text JJ.

N-Hey babe. Going to the bar with Chad and his girl. See you there? 

JJ-Not tonight Princess. Have fun tonight. I love you 

N-ILY2 Babe. 

I really wonder why JJ didn't want to come tonight. He's always up for a party. I decide to push it to the back of my mind. 

"I'll go for a couple drinks but I will have to go home afterwards. JJ is acting weird." I say to Chad. 

"That's fine." He smiles. 

We go out to the club for a couple hours and I stay to my limit of 2 drinks. 

"Hey Chad I'm heading home. I will see you tomorrow." I say walking out of the club. I take an Uber home. 

When I walk inside I hear laughing. The stench of weed hits my nostrils. Everybody is hear getting high. 

"Hey Princess! I missed you!!!" JJ yells happily. He gets up and hugs me. 

"I missed you too babe." I say kissing him. 

"Wait, you're a thing?" Derek asks. 

"Yeah, have been for 6 months. Just didn't tell a lot of people because we didn't want the paparazzi all in our business. You knew this Derek." I laugh. He sits there and stares at the wall for a minute. 

"Oh yeah duh." He says. 

"Derek, go home you're high." I laugh. I missed my boys. 

These guys are the best when they're high. I will miss this when we all go our separate ways.