Winter (Jimin x Reader)

Winter

November 9th: its been a year and 4 months that I've been married with (y/n) and nothing but positivity has come from it.

I found myself realizing how much I love my family. Not that I never realize it, but there are just times where I actually take time to think about it and really appreciate all that I have to this day. It's a much beautiful feeling than I have ever expected. I didn't think I'd end up married with a child at this age and this time, but the best things haven't been expected. In a short time (y/n) and I went through an uncountable amount of circumstances that lead us from tears to happiness and vice-versa. Repeating pain and joy like a never ending cycle, but only when it came to the worse did I find that I had fallen more in love and I chose to work even harder both for Hanae and (y/n). They're the most precious beings. The biggest blessings in my life.

I write this letter today because it is our last day in this apartment. This is the place where many things happened both good and bad. This house will always be full of memories that I will always cherish, but it came the time where we move on into better things. Tomorrow we are moving into our new 5 bedroom home. It's way bigger and way closer to the city where our children will be able to grow comfortably. (Y/n) has always done a good job of caring for the future of our family.

I'm excited that we chose that home because last week (y/n) hit her 5 month mark. She's pregnant! We're expecting our second child. We're having another girl! Hanae will finally have a sibling. Five rooms in a home sounds like a lot...but it's reasonable if we want more children. Although i used to think we went through enough with one girl, we're already waiting for our second girl.. and although (Y/n) is only focused on the baby right now, I kind of want a boy..

It's crazy how things happen without a plan. I'm the first of all my friends to have kids...well, Jin and Namjoon are in the process of adopting a little boy. Hoseok told me he's starting to think of proposing and I'm helping out!

Yoongi says he's entirely focused on his café but I've seen him excited to go to our meetings with other local café owners. I've seen him focused on the girl that owns a dog café and was the one who opened up with the idea to start these meetings. She's the girl who gave him Holly, his dog.

Jungkook..he's still pretty shy around girls, but he just started his career as a police officer and let me just say that he has gotten a LOT of attention. That job is getting him physically really solid. I'm proud of him and his capabilities. Despite him being new, he already won an important award and is steadily progressing in his career. I'm confident in his future but he's still not better than me lol.

Taehyung in my opinion has been the most openly successful. Though he hasn't dated at all, he made us all proud and beat us in a short amount of time. He started off as a model for a small company in Seoul, but this summer he started his contract with Gucci. He just left to Italy yesterday for a ton of work. All of us always said he belongs in Gucci. He always laughed at it and joked that he would be some day and look at him now.. yesterday before leaving he gifted (y/n) a Gucci diaper bag. He always spoils these girls with Gucci stuff. Even Hanae has a Gucci coat thanks to him. "This is a Gucci household. You better not bring any Louis Vuitton into this house," he always says.

A life update on all of us was needed right? Yes, because they're also my family. I love them all. The reason I wrote this was because a chapter of my life is kept here in this letter. Tomorrow will be a new day. A new page will turn and I will write another letter when it is time. It's bittersweet to write things like this, but it's good. It's nice to think back and remember, write it down, and remember it all over again when I open this letter in the future.

I have to say life has been a series of much I can't describe now but just appreciation. I'm glad we fought through struggles. I'm glad we cried because here we are now and I can really truly appreciate every aspect of the past and present.

(Y/n), I promise to love you always. Though this letter is nothing but a short flashback, it'll fold into our future and I want to remind myself of how I felt back then and how I know I'll feel about you in the future. I know my love for you will never lessen. You, Hanae, the baby in your tummy and our children we will get to meet in our futures are all the entire happiness in me. You are the reason I love and the reason I love living. I love you. I love you entirely and I hope to always remain true and equal. I know you love me just as much. I would say even more than I do, but that's just impossible. Im sorry for all the pain in our past and for any pain that shall come in the future, but I promise I will always try to fight it all off as best as I can.

Hanae, my flower, you've been growing quick, but I'm glad to never have missed an opportunity with you. I watched you from the moment you were born to your curious mistakes that you make now. You seem to be interested in music although you're only almost two years old. I hope you grow up happily. You have an entire family that will always support you through all your life choices, if they're reasonable that is. You're so beautiful, like your dad...and your mom...so no boys better start catching their eyes on you. I'll be jealous......I love you my daughter. I promise to always do my best for you.

Jagiya, as I write this, I'm watching you tie your hair up. You look so beautiful. Your belly is growing quickly. I know you're exhausted, but you always work so hard no matter what. I'm so proud of you my little moon. I know your belly will only grow more and your feet will become exhausted quicker. Mothers are amazing. You're amazing.

I've reached the end of this page so I'll briefly say good bye for now. (Y/n), Hanae, my brothers, my family, I love you. I know we will all continue to flourish together through many seasons and many years. The colder days are approaching soon. I hope to see the snow fall over us again soon just as it did the day I found you laying on the snow outside that apartment complex we used to live in. Where my future with you started. We will love through spring, summer, autumn, but the days in the snow became the ones I loved the most. The season of love, the season of us. Jagiya~ do you remember?

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