How To Be A Baddie

Im now single // storytime

It's been a hot second. But hello readers of this irrelevant book. Remember how like a chapter or two ago I was like so happy with this boy?

Yeah that's dead.

*freeze frame*

Allow me to explain.

So I thought we were going great. Until he started to cancel all the times we were supposed to hangout and I was like ???

His excuse was, and may I quote "I have shit to do"

Okay I get that. So I let it go and didn't question it.Then he started ditching me to walk with other girls to classes and stuff. A simple heads up would've been great but nope.

And then, I decided I needed to tell him how I feel. I had no intention of breaking up with him. Clearly, he didn't feel the same way. In the middle of me talking that day at lunch he said "I don't wanna date a generally depressed person. Fuck you, we're done," and he walked away and flipped me off.

Now my two girl homies were sitting at the table and were like eyeing me looking for a reaction but honestly idk how I feel.

Like yes, I have battled depression and anger issues for a while, and a doctor diagnosed it and everything. But I thought I had been better this school year. I wasn't allowing my self confidence levels to sink down. I wasn't hiding myself in hoodies. I wasn't letting my depression get to me. And I don't know what I did, to cause him to know that I'm a generally depressed person.

I never told him. I never spoke a word of it. I was honestly ashamed of it. But then he started to tell people. Our break up wasn't a big deal to me. The only people who knew were the insiders of my little circle, but other than that it was fine. He began to tell people that.

And so then, when I would smile or laugh I'd get weird looks. So I quickly put a stop to it. I strolled up to him by myself and told him to keep my name out of his mouth.I did that for him, he could do it for me. After five minutes of arguing he agreed to chill.

Get ready for the best part. He's now dating my ex friend named Becky. 😂😂💀

I'm not hurt, so don't get it twisted. I'm jus finna stay in my own lane and watch what happens 🤷🏻‍♀️👀