A Night To Remember or A Night To Forget? {Forth&Beam}

Chapter 23

⚠️Warning ⚠️ Mark is a asshole.😭

The room was quite, the only sound that could be heard is the soft even breath of the man that I love most in this world. I raised my head so I could have a look at Forth's face, what would I do without him?

Before going to sleep, he said that holding me is his favorite part of the day. It is also mine, but what comes next; is my most hated part. This  part right here, is what I hate, the time of night when he is sleeping, and I am all alone. I'm terrified of this feeling of absolute loneliness, even though I know that Forth is right here holding me close to him. Trying to protect me with all of his might, from all of the bad that is in this world. But how can he protect me from what is in my head?

When I finally went back to my dorm after spending time with my parents for a few day. I thought that I was ok, I thought that everything would be fine. Man, I didn't know how wrong was. It all started the second night I stayed in my dorm room. I woke up screaming, I don't think that I have ever been so scared from a dream in my life. There was no sleep to be had that night, and the third night was no different. Again, I woke up screaming and drenched in sweat.

On the fourth day at my dorm, I told Forth that I wanted to stay in his room for the night. I have not slept at my dorm since then, it has been over a month that I have been here. And Forth has not complained once, Even though I am taking over his room that was not meant for two. I leaned closer to Forth, and kissed him on his soft lips. When I had my fill, I put my head back on to his warm chest. I let the rhythm of his beating heart bring me to the land of sleep. I can only part that I do not get any bad dreams tonight. I closed my eyes, and drift off to sleep.

{Dream}

"May open the damn door."

"I'm trying Mark, just hold him up." May said, her voice laced with panic.

"Pl-please let me... go." I said, as I tried to push myself away from Mark. But whatever May put in my drink was not allowing me to.

"Shut up and get your ass in the car." Mark tried to push me in the back of the car, but now I would not let go of him. I held onto the frame of the car, and used my other hand to keep hold on to his shirt.

"I... I won't." I said trying to make my eyes focus onto his face.

"You won't? Well we'll see about that."  After saying that, the only thing that my brain could register was pain shooting through my body. This pain was brought on by Mark's fist punching me in my stomach over and over again. I dropped to my knees, and tried to catch my breath. "That will teach you, from now on. Whenever I tell you to do something you do it, and say yes master as your doing it." "Look at you, down on your knees like you should be. Such a good boy." He leaned down, and grabbed my face. "Look at those pretty lips of yours, looks like they are just begging me to slip my dick between them. You would like that wouldn't you?"  He said smirking.

"No!" Mark brought me back to my feet, then he punched me in the face. He then proceeded to push me in the back of the car.

"What did I tell you? The only words that I want to hear out of your mouth is yes master. May give me my knife." Mark said stretching his hand to the front set, when he brought his hand back. From what I would make out, he hand a very large sharp looking knife in it. "Now let's get this off of you shall we." With a few flip of his wrist, my shirt was cut off of my body. Mark looked down at my bear chest, then he brought the knife to my neck. "No if you don't want this to get ugly, you do as I say."