To You:
"I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forget about those stupid little things."
Hi kamusta ka na ? Masaya ka ba ngayon sa buhay mo ? Naaalala mo pa ba ako? Ako hindi pa rin kita makalimutan.
I still think about our future and those "what if's" that never happen and will never happen anymore.
This past few days, id decided that i will contact you again and offer to be friends again. I don't know but there's a feeling in my heart that I want you back as my friend. I need you. But i lost you. I know im totally insane if I beg you to be my friend again, but it's my heart saying "please...kontakin mo sya ulit para sumaya ka na muli".
Sabi nila kung saan ka raw nasaktan, doon ka rin daw sasaya. Alam mong sayo ako nasaktan ng todo at ngayon alam kong sayo rin ako sasaya ng todo. Hindi ko alam kung bakit. Kung bakit binabalikan ko ang lahat lahat. Basta hindi ko alam.
Kailangan kita ngayon. Im suffering from this kind of depression I can't control. Fear, loneliness, emptiness. My doctor said that it will lead to anxiety if I will not control my feelings and emotions. That I need to be happy everyday. That I need to balance all. I need you.
I missed you. Sana nasa tabi kita ngayon. Sana may masasandalan at maiiyakan ako ngayon. Sana may nagpapangiti sakin ngayon. Sana magaan ang feeling ko ngayon. Sana dumating ang araw na lahat ng sana ko ay matutupad na. Naniniwala ako na "there's always a perfect timing for everything".
Dumating ka na ulit please lang. Kailangan na kita.
Hanggang dito na lang.
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