While I was cleaning the inbox of my email(99999+), a name popped on my head. Yes. It was you! It's definitely you. I typed your name in the search bar hoping that I will see your email address there since we were friends before in social media. I don't know why I want to get your email address where in fact I can directly message you in social media. Then suddenly....tears fell down. T.T
MAY 11, 2013
I,____________, is promising that I will be holding everyday the 1st boy who did everything???just to hear and take my big "YES". His name is ______________________, the person who's not totally perfect and definitely not my ideal one but proudly saying that he's the one who caught my HEART. It's hard to believe that we're still together until forever because we are too young but I will do the things that I can just to let this man stay with me because I loved him and as long as we love and understand each other nothing will gonna' stop me loving him (except my family). I don't know if our relationship will last forever but if I need everyday to make him feel that I like him and I want him to stay into my life, I will. I promise that I will never ever give up on the problems that we may face in our relationship as long as I can. I don't know what will happen in our relationship but again I will never ever forget our limitations as of now because I know someday all of those limitations will be ours. I promise that we're kept on dreaming together or reach our dreams on the same path even though we have lots of differences because I think no matter how different we are from each other, if we truly understand and love each other, we will. I believe na "Kung ano ang sinimulan, Dapat walang katapusan" right?. From the very start I know I have feelings for him and it will not change unless he's the one who change. "Nothing stay's the same", everything will change, maybe one day we're not together or maybe we look for more because we're too young, oh c'mmon it's true, it's proven and tested huh. But I know GOD is with us. Please guide both of us, your son and your daughter: _____________and ___________________to overcome all the challenges that will come in our young relationship. Give us the things that we can use to survive our commitment (I think so.) UNDERSTANDING, TRUST, HONESTY/LOYALTY, LOVE and TIME etc.
I certify that all of my words are true.
Signed By:
_____________________________
and
_____________________________
I saw a letter.(Sorry for wrong grammars)
Now I know why he's one my "One Great First Love".
From the very start. I kept on promising myself to only love the first man who will caught my heart. And It was you. Sad part. You left me hanging.
It was 6 years ago.