Girl Crush

Chapter 5

Harry held Jane's hand and softly rubbed the skin with his thumb as they walked to his car that the parked in the garage at the record label. When they arrived at his black Range Rover Harry opened the passenger door and helped Jane get in.
"You're a real gentleman," she giggles.
"Of course I am. My mum raised me well" he said as he closed the door.
As he gets into the driver's seat he asks, "Where do you want to go?
"I'm up for anything, you choose" said Jane. "Maybe you don't want to be recognised and want to eat at a at the back of a dark restaurant?"
"Maybe I just want to be seen with a beautiful woman like you," Harry chuckles. "You said you're up for anything huh? That could have been a dangerous thing to say missy."
Jane giggles, "I trust you."
"Wait one second " Harry says before he jumps out the car. He quickly gets on the phone for a couple of minutes. Jane watches every sep he takes and she looks at Harry confused as he gets back in the car. "Wait and see," he chuckles, "we just have to make one quick stop."
While they're driving Jane asks Harry about his house in London and why he chose to live in the city. During the conversation, Harry discovers Jane owns a loft on the edge of London but in the future she wants to move to the beach. Jane loves the beach. The way she talks about the sea, the sand between her toes and the sound of the waves, Harry can see the joy in her eyes.
He parks in a street with houses and he can see Jane wondering what they are going to do here.
"Just sit for a minute. I'll be right back". Harry jumped out of the car and ran round the corner. About 5 minutes later he comes back with a basket.
Back in the car he smiles at Jane, "A 5 minute drive and then you'll know," he said as he touched the tip of Jane's nose. "I see that you're very curious."
"Yes, I'm a very curious person. I want to know everything even when it's a surprise. Harry please tell me where we're going?" she asked and she put her hand on his leg. Harry was a little caught off guard by her touch and he noticed that she's more relaxed. He thought that she enjoyed being with him, well, he hoped she likes being with him.
Harry parked the car, "Sit please!" he said to Jane before he got out of the car and grabbed the basket. He walked around the car and like the gentleman he is, he helped Jane get out. "Where are we?" she asks.
"We're in London, just outside the city. We have to walk 5 minutes to the top of the hill."
They walk in silence. When they get to the top Jane sighs,'"Oh Harry, this is beautiful!"
They were at the edge of a forest, with a view of the entire city that was absolutely stunning. There was a large picnic bench and Harry started to take everything out of his basket. When Jane saw the food on the table she laughed, "How did you manage to do all this in 5 minutes?"
"Being Harry Styles has his benefits", he reaches out his hand, "Come sit next to me", he orders Jane.
They eat and make small talk. Harry wants to know everything about Jane and asks her every question that pops in his head.
"Are you dating anyone?" Harry is eager to know.
Jane is a little caught off guard by the question. She sighs and Harry notices it's a hard topic for her. "If you don't want to talk about it, you don't have to. I want you to feel happy and comfortable with me. I would never do something to hurt you so if you don't want to talk about something you just tell me."
"I want to talk about it, it's just a topic that I try to avoid most of the time. I do feel really comfortable with you. Actually here with you, I feel better then I have in a while. You give me a feeling of being safe but to answer your question, no I am not dating and I haven't been in a relationship in a long time." Harry listens feeling slightly confused.
"A couple of years ago, I was in an abusive relationship. One day he beat me up so badly I was bleeding in my stomach. He broke my arm and I needed lots of stitches here above my eyebrow." Harry looked above Jane's eye, with one finger he gently touched her scar. He scooted a little closer and presses his lips against her scar. They looked each other in the eyes for a second. But Jane backed off again. "When I was admitted into the hospital I decided to leave him. I told the police everything and my ex-to-be had a restraining order placed against him and he was given jail time. I moved to London. I just needed to get away from all the memories. I had severe PTSD and was scared of men in general so I went to see a therapist and I worked really hard on myself and here we are! I'm whole and healed and I'm ready to move on." She looked Harry in the eyes before she quickly looked away trying not to smile.
"You're a strong woman! You got slammed down but you got up and you came back stronger than ever." Harry placed his hand on Jane's upper leg. For a moment he was is in deep thought about what a strong, beautiful woman she is.
"I know it sounds weird but, if it didn't happen I would never have moved to London and become a songwriter. You know, I never would've worked on myself and never became this strong and independent woman I am now."
"That's a beautiful way to think about it. It was such a horrible time for you and still you can get something positive out of it'" Harry whispered.
"What about you Mr Styles," Jane teases, "are you dating?"
"I'm not but there's this one woman, she is so beautiful, sweet, funny and smart. I really want to get to know her and when I'm with her the only thing I think about is her beautiful lips that I want to kiss."
Jane giggles looking shyly at Harry, "Maybe you should go for it," she whispers while she looked away. Harry looked seriously at Jane. He didn't expect this answer but he didn't get into it.
They talked and joked the whole afternoon. They were both relaxed, having fun and they really enjoyed each other's company.
When it was getting colder and Harry pet Jane's shoulder, "Come on sweetie, I'll take you home." They gather all the picnic stuff and walk back to the car and Jane took Harry's hand. A smile appeared on Harry's face. They didn't say anything. No words were needed.
"Do I take you back to the record label or to your house?"
"I walked to the meeting this morning so if you don't mind could you please take me home but I can't, I'll just walk home. I don't mind."
"I don't mind," Harry chuckles. "Tomorrow I'm at the studio with Alex. If you want to, you should come. I want to write a song with you, that's if you want to help me?" Harry was surprised by his words and he was secretly a little panicked, "What if I only come up with bad lyrics? What is she gonna think of me?" he thought.
"I would love to come. We're going to write a hell of a song !" Jane laughs.
The rest of the drive they were in comfortable silence. Harry was nervous. He was worried about what she should do when they get to her apartment.
When they arrived, he get out the car and walked around to open the passenger's door.
They walk to her door. "Harry I had fun with you this afternoon", Jane said.
Harry got closer to Jane, so close their noses could almost touch. "I had fun too and I want to see you again... soon", he whispered.
Jane nodded. They could both feel the electricity between them. There was a lot of sexual tension in the air. Harry pressed Jane softly against the door.
"Jane," he whispered, "I'm going to kiss you now,"
Jane gasped for air but said nothing. Softly Harry pressed his lips against Jane's. His heart was racing and his stomach was full of butterflies. After a few soft kisses, they started to get a little heated. Harry pets Jane's lips with his tongue. Jane opens her mouth and their tongues are dancing slowly with each other. Harry pressed his body against hers. He's sure Jane could feel how turned on he was by her. His pants became tighter. He started to think his dick was going to pop out any minute!
After a couple of minutes Harry breaks the kiss, he had to stop because he was about to take Jane right there outside against her door. He wanted her. His whole body wanted her.
Harry breathing heavily pants, "I have to go now, but I'll see you tomorrow." He gave Jane one last little kiss on her forehead and walked back to his car with a big smile. Jane was still up against her door looking at Harry as he was walking back.