Girl Crush

Chapter 16

When Harry opens his eyes Jane is next to him, laying on her belly, her hands under her chin while she's watching the sea.
She is so beautiful inside and out he thought. She treats me like Harry, just a simple guy. I can see myself with her for the rest of my life. I want to tell her but I can't... what if she doesn't feel the same. If I tell her that I love her and she doesn't feel the same, my world will crash. I am so scared to say the words, I'm not ready. Harry pushed his thoughts away and he watched her for a couple of minutes before crawling closer to her and his hand caressed her bare back. "Good morning beautiful."
"Good morning sleepy' she reacted, "did you sleep well?"
Harry nodded, 'I always sleep well when I'm close to you. Did you sleep well? Did you woke up early?" Harry asked
"No, half an hour and I slept fantastic and now I was enjoying this beautiful view. This was really the best experience ever, thanks again" she said before she kissed Harry on the lips.
They were silent for awhile, they just enjoyed being together and the view.
Suddenly Harry got a text message, he arranged breakfast in bed. The deliverer would text him when he arrived Harry just needed to go outside. Harry put on his pants, "be right back" he said to Jane who gave him a confused look.
He walked outside, greeted the deliverer, talked a minute with him.  A couple of minutes later he walks in with a tray filled with food, coffee and orange juice...
"Breakfast is the most important meal he said when he walked in." "You are spoiling me" Jane said when she saw the tray. "I have to spoil my girl"...Harry kissed Jane quick on the lips and touched her cheek. Jane sat up and Harry let her bite a strawberry. "Delicious" she giggled.
"I still need to give you an explanation for what happened a month ago at your house." Harry said nothing but he suddenly felt very nervous. "I wasn't sleeping when you said to me you really liked me and wanted to really be with me."
Harry looked confused but said nothing. "We had not known each other long, I had so many feelings for you and I didn't know what it meant. I am much older and I knew you wanted a family in the future. The chance I can get pregnant is really small. I know it's early to think and talk about these things but when you are older you think about this stuff before you get involved with someone seriously.
Since my ovary was removed and I got the therapy, I haven't been in a relationship. I didn't need to think about it, but when I met you and know you want children in the future, I started thinking about it. It hurt me so much because if I am honest, I want to be a mother too. It hurted so much and in combination with the fact I am much older, it scares the hell out of me. I just ran from you and from my feelings because it was the easiest way. I handled it wrong and I am so sorry for hurting you."
"What changed your mind" Harry asked.
"You did, when we were apart I missed you. I missed everything about you. I thought a lot about our age difference and after awhile I realised it's nobody's business except yours and mine.
I realised we both deserve to be happy and if we make each other happy why not be together. I'm still scared but everytime I see you and you smile at me I know it will be okay. It will work out like it is supposed to work out".
"The family thing, I really want to be a mother. I would really want a child of my own, but I know the chance is very little. I keep telling myself I can't because if I tell myself I maybe can, my hopes will go up and I don't want to be disappointed. There are other ways to be a parent, adopt, a foster child... I told you from the start what the chances are and if there ever comes a time we want a baby and if it comes to a point where we can't get pregnant you can't blame me because I told you from the start. It's no problem for you, why should I let it stand in our way."
"And at last my feelings for you are too strong, when we were apart I was miserable, I thought about you 24/7, couldn't eat or sleep. I want to know you inside out, I want to laugh together, talk, be silly, have lots of sex, travel, I want to do everything with you. I want to be with you with my body and soul. I can't stop what I'm feeling."
Harry watched Jane for a second, trying to collect his thoughts. She really opened up to him, he was happy but he was scared to. 'What did this mean?' He pushed his thoughts aside again when he saw Jane's eyes filled with tears. He took the tray and put it on the ground. He walked to Jane and took her head in his hands, "thank you for telling me this" he said before he kissed her on the lips. 
They soon got lost in their kiss, Harry's hand traveled to Jane's breasts and start to massage them and pinch her nipples. One hand moved to her hottest body part, a finger start to trace circles over her clit, Harry felt Jane shiver while he pushed a finger inside her.
"You're always wet for me babe, I love it."
Jane kissed him eager and her eyes flew open when Harry pushed a second finger inside, often teasing her clit with his thumb. Harry felt her walls get tighter and he slowed down. "Faster...Please..." Jane whined. "No babe, you can't, not yet."
Harry pulled his fingers out and laid down between Jane's legs. He positioned his cock before Jane's entrance and start rubbing it against Jane's wetness to tease her. "Harry please" Jane begged him, "please I want you, I want to feel you."
Harry looked at her and saw her beautiful blue eyes filled with lust. "What are you doing to me" he groaned when all the feelings he had for her rushed through his mind. He pushed his thoughts away and concentrated again on this beautiful woman begging him to fuck her.
Without warning, he pushed himself inside making Jane squeal. Harry moved in and out of Jane while his hands touched every inch of her body. Jane sat up a little and started to kiss Harry. He felt she was about to come and slowed down again.
"Harry please" Jane screamed. "Babe you're gonna get what you want, in a little while." "Harry please, i can't take it anymore."
Harry chuckles and started to thrust inside Jane faster and harder again and again. He felt the tension building up inside, his kisses became sloppy. He kept pushing himself inside till they both got their high. They came at the same time and he fell onto Jane's shoulder afterwards.
"You are so fucking hot" Harry said while he rolled off Jane. She was still recovering from her orgasm and they lay in silence for a moment. "That...was...the...best...fuck...ever" Jane said slowly. Harry chuckled, "told you it would be worth waiting for."
Jane cuddled into Harry and he spread his arms around her. "You are my cuddle bear" she whispers, "or maybe my sex bear" Jane giggled. "O babe I'll be what you want me to be" Harry laughed.
They stayed in bed for awhile talking, cuddling and kissing before they got up getting ready to go back to the house.
"Do you have everything Harry asked?" "I've got my sleeping bag, my purse and the man of my life, I'm all set" Jane respond.
Harry blushed a little when Jane said he was the man of her life. Did she mean it he thought. Did she feel the same things as he, did she love him? No this couldn't be love, he was imagining things he thought while they rode back to the house. Harry had never really felt what it was to be loved by a girl but what Jane did to him was different.. Harry knew he could trust her but could she really love him, will she stay when see how frightening his work could be, can she handle him being on the road for months? Harry was sure about his feelings but he was so scared that Jane wouldn't return his feelings, he was scared to get hurt again.
They walked hand in hand over to the path where the car was waiting. "Thanks again, this was fantastic" Jane said. "Anything for you babe" he said before they got in the car and drove away

A/N: I'm sorry about the long wait.
I'll make it up to you with a double update 
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M.