Girl Crush

Chapter 2

After the talk with his mum, Harry thought about who he'd be interested in writing with. 
A second album isn't as special as the first but, the first was so popular, that the second must be as good as the first or even better. He wanted to call Mitch. Harry and Mitch met when he was writing his first album. They needed a guitarist and there was Mitch. He was working at a pizza place at the time and now he's famous! The fans really love Mitch but he is a very lovable man. He doesn't speak much but you can always depend on him. Mitch and Harry have a special bond. They're best friends.

When they were on tour Mitch started a relationship with Sarah, the drummer. They were all on the road for so long and they worked so hard that Harry didn't want to disturb their time together now that Sarah and Mitch can finally have some time alone together.

So, Harry decided to call Alex. He and Alex met each other years ago and they became good friends. Alex was a producer and songwriter. He produced Harry's first album and wrote some songs with Harry. Alex was supposed to go on tour with as well but he had too much work and had to cancel going on the tour.

Harry stopped at Alex's studio and he was enthusiastic about this. He had missed his friend and he really wants to write some songs. He knocked on the door and went in. " Alex it's me, Harry," he yelled.

"Hi mate! How are you?" Alex yells when he enters the hallway. 
"I'm fine thank you! How are you and how is married life?" Harry says.
"I'm good and married life is great. I have a wonderful woman. Come in," says Alex when he goes in the writing room at sits on the couch, "Are you ready to do some writing?" he asks.
"Hell yeah!" Harry cursed.
"So what do you have so far?" Alex asked.
Harry looked at the ground, he was ashamed to tell his friend he was stuck. "Nothing, I have nothing, I'm stuck Alex."
Alex was shocked, this was nothing like his friend. Alex thought Harry was a brilliant songwriter. "What's wrong?" he asked.
"I don't know. It's been since the tour ended. I was always writing some little bits when I was on tour. I wrote about my thoughts and feelings, little sentences but nothing really good. Then I came home and suddenly I couldn't get anything on paper. I can write what I feel but I can't compose a song."
"Did something happened?" Alex asked looking worried at his friend.
Harry looked at the ground again. He wasn't sure it was because of her but after what she did he just stopped writing. "I think I know," Harry sighed, "You know Camille Rowe?"
"Yes and I know you two dated for awhile", Alex said.
"Yes we did. We dated for a couple of months. She visited me on tour and when I was off for a couple of days I visited her. I really liked her. She is beautiful of course but, she liked the same things as me, she understood that I was away a lot. We always had fun and we could talk about everything. I thought it all went really well and I was falling in love with her.

"My last show was in L.A. and she had a house there and I thought I could surprise her, so after my show I went to her house. I knocked on the door and a man around my age opened the door in his boxers. I tried to stay calm but inside I was going crazy. I asked if Camille was home and he let me into her living room. He left the room to get Camille. Camille came in and I asked her who the man as and she said to me he was her new boyfriend. I asked about us and she said there was no us, that she just wanted to play. I couldn't look at her any more so I walked out and never saw her again. All those months she was just using me. I thought we could build something special. She must be laughing about me behind my back. I'm such an idiot, I didn't see that she was using me."
"You thought that what you had was special and she played you. What a bitch! I'm so sorry mate. I get that you are hurt. That's probably the reason why you can't write at the moment.
She used your feelings and now you can't write anymore about it. I'm so sorry", Alex said.

Harry stood up and started pacing, "It isn't just Camille. I've been used so much in the last couple of years. Everybody wants something of the big Harry Styles and nobody want to know the real Harry."
"There are a lot of people who want to know you for you not just because you are the big Harry Styles and you know it. You are hurt right now and I understand that but you have to stay positive. You have to try to get through this and try to believe again. You always are so positive, you believe in love, think about that. You have to express your feelings in your music.You are talented and you can do it. You've done it before."
"I know", Harry says sighting, "let's just play a little."
"I'll help you and we will work through this. But you have to think about who you want to be involved in your next album. We can't make all the songs with just the two of us. Come on, now play!" 

They played a little and even got a little bit of a song but it was mainly Alex who wrote but Harry had fun. After a couple of hours Harry left. He felt terrible. Camille broke him - she broke his heart. He had been used before but this time, it was too much. "I'm just gonna try to forget what happened and concentrate on the now." He got home and went to bed immediately, under the blankets he cried himself to sleep. "Today was a crappy day maybe tomorrow will be better", he thought as his tears streamed down his cheeks.