Girl Crush

Chapter 11

That night Harry couldn't sleep so he started writing his thoughts about Jane. After a couple of hours of writing he looked at his notebook and saw that he wrote a song without even noticing. "Now some music," he thought. He got up and put on some sweatpants but didn't care to put on a shirt because everybody was asleep anyway.
Harry walked out of his room to the kitchen for some tea. He was a little caught off guard when he saw Jane sitting at the kitchen table.
She looked up, "Hi," she whispered as she stared at his bare chest.
"Hi! Why aren't you in bed?" Harry reacted.
"Too many thoughts," Jane said.
"I had the same problem. I started writing down my thoughts and now I have a song. I was just getting some tea and after I'm going to the studio for some music. If you want to, you're welcome to come and help" he said. When he looked at Jane he thought to himself, "She is gorgeous, sitting in the dark in her little pyjamas with the moonlight over her beautiful body. If I could I would rip off the pyjamas and fuck her on the kitchen table right now ."
He felt the tension in his sweatpants, lucky he was wearing loose pants. Harry made some tea and started walking out of the kitchen,not expecting Jane to go with him.
"Wait for me," he heard Jane while she followed him in silence. Harry smiled contentedly, "Progress!" he thought.

At the studio Harry immediately took his guitar and started playing something. Jane took a seat on the couch and asked if she could see the lyrics. Harry only nodded. When he had asked her to come he didn't think that she would have come along. The lyrics were about his feelings for her. Harry was nervous about her reaction. When Jane was done reading she looked at Harry with tears in her eyes, "This is beautiful Harry!" she said.
He looked her in the eyes for a couple of seconds, "Thank you," he said. He wanted her to know it was about his feelings for her but he wanted the song to be finished first.
They composed the biggest part of the night and they actually had fun and laughed a lot.

First there was a sort of some awkward tension but suddenly Harry said,
"Knock Knock"
Jane giggled and replied, "Who's There?"
"Atch"
Jane replied, "Atch Who?"
"God Bless You!" laughed Harry
Jane laughed and with that the ice was broken.

It was 5:30 am when they were finished with the song. "You did a great job," Jane said.
"No not true," Harry stated, "We did a fantastic job. Come sit here on the couch," Harry ordered Jane. This was the chance he had been waiting for. He kneeled down on one knee right in front of her, smiled and showed his dimples to her. He felt so nervous but the nerves went away quickly when he start singing;

"If I could fly, I'd be coming right back home to you
I think I might give up everything, just ask me to..."
https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/onedirection/ificouldfly.html

When Harry stopped singing, he put his guitar away and looked at Jane. He sees tears streaming down her cheeks.
"You know this is about you and me, what I feel for you, don't you?"
She nodded before she crashed into his chest and started crying. "I'm so sorry Harry, I'm so sorry!" she kept repeating these words.
"Hey hey," Harry says as he layed his arms around her, "it's okay."
Jane looks up, "No it's not okay. I hurt you. I didn't want to. You don't know how much I missed you. I think about you every moment, I crave your body, I'm going crazy without you but I'm so scared! I'm so scared that you'll realise I can't give you what you want. What if you wake up someday and realise I'm an old pie or you want more then I can give you?"
Harry shakes his head, "Sweet Jane, I don't know what is going to happen, nobody knows," Harry sighs, "but when are you finally gonna understand the only thing I want now is you?"
He brushed Jane's tears away, cupped her face and looked in her eyes. "Please give us a chance. Please give me a chance. Please let me show you that we are worth fighting for," He whispers, "Just think about it, I don't want to push you." 
Harry stood up but Jane took his wrist, "I don't have to think," she blurted out, "I want you too. I can't promise I won't be scared and I can't promise I am not gonna run but I promise I'll try and when I run I will always come back."
Harry gave Jane the biggest smile he could, "You just made me the happiest man in the world right now!"
Jane stood on the tips of her toes and very softly she kissed Harry's lips. She pet his face and slipped her hands in his hair while she brushed her nose against his.
Harry's hands are on her back, "I promise I'll do everything in my power to protect you and when you run I'll do everything to comfort you and make you come back because I want us to work out," Harry said before he kissed her passionately.
When he let go he chuckled, " Knock knock"
Jane rolled her eyes, "Who's there?"
"Aldo"
"Aldo who?"
"Aldo anything for you !"
Jane laughed out loud. Harry was so happy to see her smile again.He never wants to let her go.
"Aldo anything for you too,Harry," she giggled before she presse herself against his chest and started kissing him needily.

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