Girl Crush

Chapter 1

After 1D Harry never thought he could get to this level again with his own music. He never thought he would enjoy being a solo artist so much. He was in control. He made every decision by himself, of course their were a lot of other people involved but, he had the final say.

He had an amazing band. Harry didn't see them as co-workers but as friends with a mutual passion.It was nice to be on tour with people who he could trust and who he could turn to when he needed it.

The fans were amazing. The support they gave him from the beginning was greater than he could have ever imagined. He was so glad people liked his music. Before the release of the album, Harry was scared people wouldn't like his music because it was different than 1D but everybody loved it. They supported him from the beginning. People came to concerts just for him. Harry Styles was making people happy with his music. When he was on stage and saw the crowd singing and dancing, it filled his heart with pure joy. He was so grateful to his fans. It was because of them he could do what he loved due to their support.

Harry was on the road for about nine months. He liked seeing all the places, the people and performing in all these different venues. Being together 24/7 creates a special bond between the band and the crew. Sometimes he had the opportunity to do some sightseeing. Harry loved it all but, there also was a downside to it and that was how hard it is being away from his family and friends for so long. Sleeping in different hotels and living out of his suitcase was hard as well but, all of these sacrifices were worth it.

When the tour finished, Harry went straight away to spend some time with his family. He missed them so much when he was on the road, especially his mum. Harry and his mum have always had a special relationship. They could talk about anything. During the tour, they called every day and she came to visit him a couple of times but it wasn't the same. When he was with his family he was just Harry, not the famous singer Harry Styles and he loved it. They kept him grounded. Thanks to his family and their unwavering support, he was still the same old Harry.

After some time at home, he went on vacation with his mum Anne and his sister Gemma. It was nice to have a family vacation. They went to Australia. During all the travelling he got to see some little parts of the country and he really loved it. The people were nice and left him alone. During the whole holiday just a couple of people asked for a picture, other people waved and yelled, "Hi Harry", but they gave him privacy and he liked to have that once in awhile. He also loved the beautiful Australian nature. He was in cities so often that he really loves having the opportunity to go outside and enjoy nature.

Harry rented a beautiful villa from a luxurious hotel. It was perfect, they could enjoy the hotel facilities but it had all the privacy he wanted. They absolutely loved being all together again as a family. They went out seeing the Mena Creek falls, rented a boat for some fun on the sea, they went on beach walks, they went to the SPA but mainly they rested, talked, read books and swam at the villa. After two weeks Harry was totally relaxed and ready to go back to real life.

Back in his house in London, Harry decided it was time to start some serious writing for his next album. He was sitting on the couch that was in his little at home studio and he was staring at a blank page of his notebook. In the past he was always writing but he had noticed he'd stopped after the tour because he had no inspiration. He hadn't written a song in weeks and at this point he'd be happy if he could at least write a bad song. Harry was getting really frustrated by it.

"Why can't I write anymore? Why is this happening because it's never happened before?" He stood up and started pacing back and forth, "Why can't I write anymore? What's wrong with me?" he yelled and threw his notebook at the wall. He left the music room, went upstairs to his kitchen and started searching for his phone. It was on the counter. He scrolled through his contacts and he finds the number he needs right now.

"Hello".
"Hi mum it's me. Are you busy? Can we have a quick chat?"
"Sure Love. Are you ok? What's going on darling?"
"I don't know mum. Since the tour ended I haven't been able to write anything. I can't get anything on paper. I'm ready to write some new songs, well, I have to write some new songs."
"I was wondering why I didn't see you write in that journal of yours when you were here after the tour or when we were all in Australia, For as long as I can remember I've always seen you writing things in it. Do you feel pressure to make a new album? Did somebody say something? Did Jeff or somebody from the record label pressure you?"
"No the label lets me do what I want and Jeff and I promised each other not to talk business until three months after the tour."
"Okay maybe you need to just go sit at the piano or take your guitar and start playing, just play whatever comes into your mind. Maybe when you have a melody the lyrics will follow."
"Don't you think I've tried? I've done everything mum. I am truly stuck." Harry really was irritated and frustrated by this.
"Don't get upset with me young man, I only want to help. Have you tried to call Mitch or somebody else from your band and maybe you can write together?"  
"I know mum and I'm sorry. I haven't called Mitch and the band because they worked so hard this past year. I want them to enjoy their well deserved time off."
"Harry, they are not only your band members they are your friends. They won't mind you ask for help, especially Mitch. He is a close friend of yours and he's helped you before. You know what? If you don't want to call Mitch, call somebody else. You have enough friends and contacts in the music business. Just pick up the phone and call!"
"Okay maybe you're right. I'll call somebody. Thanks mum, I love you."
"Call me anytime. I love you too. Bye sweetheart".