Girl Crush

Chapter 23

That night Harry couldn't sleep, he was worried about Jane. She wasn't at her apartment or even in London. She was on a plane on her way to him. He thought about her telling him how her ex hit her, something told him she hadn't told him everything about this relationship. Why would this man still search for her after so many years? He was going to talk about it with her but only if she wanted to because he could not pressure her. She gave him time and space, he need to do the same for her.
When Harry's phone rang his thoughts were disrupted. He took his phone from his nightstand and looked at the screen. He felt butterflies in his stomach when he saw that it was Jane. "Hello," Harry answered his Phone.
"Hi Harry, I'm sorry were you sleeping?"
"No, I'm in bed but I was just thinking about you."
"You were?" Jane asked surprised.
Harry chuckled, "Of course, you are on my mind all the time."
Harry's heart swelled by hearing Jane's giggle. God he missed her sweet little noises.
"Was everything alright at my house?"
"Yes everything was fine. I hope you don't mind but I had a bath?"
"Of course not, I want you to feel at home at my houses. When you are here tomorrow the same, mi casa es su casa"
"I have to tell you something," Harry said, "I can't pick you up at the airport tomorrow because I have an appointment with my therapist and I'm not sure if I will be there on time.
I asked my bodyguard, Cameron to come and get you and he will bring you to my house. I might be home by then or I'll be right behind you."
"Are you sure it isn't too much trouble Harry? I know you need your time to sort out everything and you have work to do. I don't want to be a burden. I can just go to a hotel. Honestly it's not a problem."
"Jane you are no burden to me, please don't say or think like that and you won't go to a hotel. Yes, I have got things to sort out but I will go to therapy and I will get there, I promise. And when I need to go to the studio, you can come with me. I'm actually really happy we can spent some time together. I'm already thinking about all the things I want to show you."
"Thanks Harry, I really appreciate everything you do for me."
"I will do anything for you, love."
"I know" Jane whispered. "Are you really seeing a therapist?"
"Yes. Today was my first appointment. I didn't realise I was holding so much stuff inside.
It felt really liberating to let it all out. I'm in L.A. for at least a month and we have sessions multiple times a week. The plan is to have everything sorted out by the time I go home and if there
"Wow Harry, that's fantastic!" Harry heard her smile on the phone and it gave him a warm feeling in his chest. "I am really glad to hear you start talking with someone, I admire you for doing it."
"Thanks. At some point I needed to start talking to someone."
"Yes" Jane giggled "or you would go crazy."
"Janie, you know I'm already crazy," (about you, he thought) he laughed.
"I know," she joined him laughing, "but now you go sleep or your therapist will hate me because I made you fall asleep on his couch."
"If that happens I have to punish you. What about some spanking?" Harry chuckled.
"In your dreams Styles. Now go sleep, good night" she said.
"Safe flight love."
Harry fell asleep with the thoughts of his conversation with Jane in his head.

The next morning Harry woke up early, he went downstairs for some coffee and then he headed to the gym. Luckily he didn't have to go out because he had his own mini gym in his house. He didn't like it when he did go out to the gym because people secretly took pictures or he got disturbed multiple times during his workout. So when he bought his house he decided he needed his own gym. It wasn't much but he had everything he needed for his workouts.
After his workout he had a shower. He wondered how Jane was? "Maybe I should call her," he thought, "But maybe she is sleeping and I don't want to impose myself on her". He walked out of the shower and dried himself with a fluffy towel. "On the other hand if I don't call she might think that I don't care," Harry internally battled for a while until he decided to text her.
Fully dressed he went downstairs to eat some breakfast. While he ate he texted Jane:
Harry: Everything all right there, high in the sky?

I already had a workout and a shower, now eating breakfast then I'm going to therapy. I'm looking forward to seeing you in a couple of hours. Love, H. xxx
After a couple of minutes his phone beeped and he smiled, knowing it was Jane
Jane: Just woke up, I slept a lot during this flight. You've already had a busy morning.
You're going to be worn out later and I'm wide awake lol. Good luck with therapy today!
Happy to see you too. xxx J.
She wouldn't have answered if she was okay, with that Harry knew she wasn't. He put everything from his breakfast in the dishwasher, took his wallet and phone. He walked out to the garage and headed to therapy.

Peter walked in his office at the same time as Harry. They greeted each other and shook hands. Peter said Harry could follow him into his office and sat down on the couch.
After asking, Peter gave Harry some water, took his notes and sat down opposite Harry.
"So Harry, how are you? What did you think about yesterday's session?"
"I'm fine, thanks. After our talk,I felt liberated, more free. I really liked being able to talk about everything that I've been through without someone judging me or telling me to do something different. It's hard to explain but it felt like I could breathe better."
Peter smiled, "That's really good. Surely, after just one session you're very motivated. It always helps. Is there something you want to add to yesterday's session or is there something you want to talk about?" Peter asked.
Harry sighed, "Actually there is but it's not about yesterday's session."
Peter nodded and Harry started to tell him everything about what happened yesterday after their session and about Jane being on her way to Los Angeles.
"I really want her to be safe. I want to take care of her. I just want to be with her but I'm scared it will be awkward because I know she loves me, she told me and I love her too but I can't say it to her, not yet."
"First off all, she knows you love her. You told me you wrote it to her and she told you, you could take all the time you need." Harry nodded in agreement." Yes she will be with you and in that time you'll sort things out but it doesn't have to be an issue. Maybe it's a good thing, we can work on your issues and maybe, you also can learn to talk to her about your feelings. It could bring the two of you even closer."
Harry smiled, "I would like that."
"And you don't have to tell her you love her but you can show her. It doesn't have to be big, it's in the little things". 
Harry and Peter talked again for hours and when the session was done, Harry felt relieved.
Jane in Los Angeles was a good thing, it would make their relationship closer.

When Harry opened the gate he didn't see a car. Jane wasn't there. He walked in and put on the kettle and got a mug. He suddenly stopped his actions because he heard the gate, she was here. Harry suddenly felt nervous. What should he say or do? He heard the front door open and walked to the hallway.
There she was, his woman. She looked tired and her eyes were red but she was still the most beautiful woman he'd ever seen and she was his woman.
Jane looked up and saw Harry leaning against the wall. Immediately she dropped all her bags and ran to him, right into his arms.
Harry embraced her, muffling his nose in her neck. God she missed her.
Like she knew what Harry was thinking Jane pulled Harry closer, "I've missed you so much Harry" she whispered. Harry's heart warmed and he smiled. She was where she belonged and everything will be okay, they were going to make it.

A/N: I'm so sorry it took me so long to update.
I hope you like the chapter, thanks for reading
Have a nice weekend xxx