Girl Crush

Chapter 20

Harry was back at home, he sat on the kitchen counter while his mom was cooking again.
He told her what he did and she was very pleased to hear it. "How are you going to work at your issues, Harry?" she asked.
"I am not sure, I want your advice on it. I don't want to rush things because I want to do it right but I don't want it to last for months. I really miss Jane but I can't be the one she deserves when this isn't solved." Anne nodded in agreement.
"I was thinking about therapy, I leave for L.A. next week and I'll stay a month, I want to ask Jeff to make an appointment for intensive therapy sessions with a therapist. If I can have multiple appointments a week, I hope I will booked progression in a month. I always can stay longer if I'm not done with therapy or I will ask the therapist if we can skype or something. It doesn't matter what I will have to pay. I really need this to be solved, I want to have Jane present in my life, I want to tell her I love her, I want to trust her and not be scared about her leaving me all the time."
Anne nodded again, "I think this is a very wise decision. I'm very proud on the way you are handling this. I know it's hard to open up to a stranger and tell them about your deepest fears but the fact you willing to do it shows how strong you are."
"Thanks mom, I have to do it. Not only for Jane, also for me. This destroyed too many relationships, it's time to handle it once and for all."
"I'm proud of you Harry" Anne said and she hugged her son tight.
"I love you mommy, thanks for everything, I can't say it enough."
"I love you too son, what about if we would go for a walk and after eat dinner somewhere or come back and order in and eat while we watch The Notebook."
"What about a walk at the lake and after we go get food at the chinese place down the road" Harry suggested.
"Sounds perfect" Anne agreed. "But first I want to shower and change."
"Me too" Harry said, "let's go" he smiled and they both walked to their rooms.

In his room Harry took some clothes and boxer before he walked to his adjoining bathroom. He put the shower on and took his clothes off and walked in the big shower. He took his shower gel and poured some on his hands. While he rubbed his hands over his chest, he closed his eyes and imagined it was Jane's hands on his body. His body immediately reacted, it was like all his nerves suddenly woke up. He was already hard, god he missed her so much. He took his hard swollen dick in his hand and start moving imagining it was Jane who took him in her mouth. Harry's head fell back and he groaned.
In his imagination Jane sucked and nibbled at his tip before she looked up with the most naughty smile. She took harry's cock in her mouth as far as she could and start moving slow at first but start moving faster. It wasn't long before Harry got his release, "oh Jane" he whispered when he came.
He opened his eyes, realising it was all his imagination. Jane wasn't with him and he felt sad, it felt like he had a hole in his heart, he wasn't himself without her.
He finished washing up and got out of the shower and dried himself with a fluffy towel. Harry got dressed but before he got downstairs he has to call Jeff.

He is lucky, Jeff answers his phone immediately. Harry tells him everything and Jeff promises to find a good therapist who can help him and who can clear her schedule for him when he is working in L.A. They catch up for a while and after they say their goodbyes, Harry goes downstairs.
Anne is waiting in the kitchen, "there you are, finally! Come on, let's go" she says walking to the door.

They drive to the lake in Anne's car, fans and photographers know Harry's car and license plate so it's better to take Anne's car if they want to keep unnoticed.
They park at the parking lot adjacent to the lake and start their walk.
Anne and Harry make small talk and laugh but there are a lot of welcomed silences. Harry enjoys the quiet, he is looking upon the water and notices his body relax. He likes the little breeze on his face.
I have to bring Jane here Harry thinks, she would love it here and he smiles with the thought of her. The thoughts of Jane makes him warm inside, he would do everything to hug her right now, to hold her close, give her sweet kisses and tell her he loves her. Fuck he acted like a prick in Jamaica, he really wishes she would wait but if she wouldn't he would understand.
When their walk is finished they get back in the car and drive to the chinese restaurant to get the food but when they arrive it is closed.
"No problem" Anne states. "I'll get some Italian but I'll drop you off at home first." Harry nodded, "I'll set things up so we can start watching the movie when you get home."

When Harry gets back at the house he goes to the kitchen to get glasses, plates, cutlery and napkins. He brings everything to the living room where he lit some candles, took some blankets and searched for the film. The Notebook was one of his favorite movies, he already watched it hundreds of times. After twenty minutes he heard his mom was back but it took her awhile to get inside.

"Harry, Harry, can you come for a minute? Someone is here for you." Who could it be Harry thought, he didn't expect anybody. He walked to the door and when he saw who was at the the door he gasped for air.
There she stood, a little woman, blue eyes, mid length hair, she was wearing a black pants and a red coat who reached behind her bum and a black scarf.
Before Harry could say anything she had thrown herself in his arms and hold him tight.
Harry pushed his nose in her hair and smelled her scent. They stood there in the hallway for a couple of minutes but Harry never wants to leave her arms. This is my home he thinks.
When Jane broke her embrace and cups Harry's face and looks him in his eyes before she presses her lips onto Harry's. Their kiss is very sweet and soft at first but it becomes passionate very fast. When Harry moans silently, Jane takes her chance and Harry feels Jher warm tongue slide into his mouth. Their tongues slowly dance with each other.
Harry enjoys every minute of it, he holds Jane so close he wants it never to end.
Too soon Jane breaks the kiss and looks Harry in his eyes, He opens his mouth but Jane fast lays a finger on his lips. Harry knows she wants to say something, she has tears in her eyes. This must be so hard for her, she is such a strong woman.
"I got your letter, it was beautiful and sweet. Take your time, heal, I'll be here waiting and if you need me just call" she whispers before she presses a kiss against Harry's lips and turns around and walks away.
Harry is too stunned to move, he touches his lips. Did this really happened he asks himself.
"Harry, are you okay?" Anne asks.
He looks at his mom with a big bright smile, "she is going to wait."

A/N: Happy New Year!!! I wish you all a happy, healthy 2018!
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M.