Girl Crush

Chapter 10

It had been a 10 days since Harry had seen Jane. He called her, text her but she didn't answer. He went to her home. He knew she was there but didn't open the door. He sent her flowers, red roses and she took them from the delivery man but still nothing.
Harry was miserable. He felt empty inside and he missed Jane. He loved talking to her. She got him and she thought the same was as he did about so many things and she shared his passion for music.
Jeff called Harry the other day and asked what was wrong with Jane. She had called him and said that she couldn't go to Jamaica. Jeff told her she had a contract and that she had to go.
When Harry heard this news, his heart broke into a million pieces. "Why was she so scared? Why wouldn't she just go with it and try? She said he deserved everything and she couldn't give it to him. But I only wanted her," thought Harry.

Harry arrived in Jamaica. He was enthusiastic about writing new songs but he was very nervous about seeing Jane.The car drove onto the property and stopped at the house. Harry got out of the car and helped the driver with his bags. He looked at the property and sighed, "Here we go."
He walked up to the house, Mitch and Alex came over to help him with his bags.
"Hi man! Are you ready to write?" Alex shouted.
Harry laughed and nodded, "I'm happy to be here, far away from the busy city."

They walked in the house and put Harry's bags in his room. "Come on," Mitch patted him on the back, "we're having a drink on the terrace."
Harry walked behind Mitch, through the house to the terrace and his thoughts were all over the place, "Will she be there? How will she look? What will she say? What am I going to say?"
When Harry walked outside Jane was the first person he saw. She sat on a comfy chair with a glass in her hand and she was talking to someone else. When he saw her she took his breath away. "She is more beautiful than before," he thought while he stared at her.
"Hello Harry," someone said to him. Harry took his gaze away from Jane and started to say hello to everyone. He gave them all a hug and at last he came to Jane.
She looked up at him and whispered "Hi."
Harry couldn't stand it any longer. He took her in his arms, hugging her very close. Probably much closer than he should but he wasn't strong enough to control it. He just missed her so much. They let go and Harry stood next to her talking to everyone but he noticed that Jane looked at him a lot and he couldn't take his eyes off her either.
They talked and drank until they washed up for dinner.

Harry just got out of the shower and had his towel around his waist, when someone
knocked on his door and immediately came in. When he looked up he saw Jane standing there in front of him. She was staring at him for a moment but Harry decided not to say anything about it, "I'll come back later," Jane said before she turned around.

"No!" Harry said quickly, "Stay please." 
She turned back around, "Harry I don't want this to be awkward so I just want to say I want us to try to be friends."
Harry felt all his frustrations and irritations from the last couple of weeks boil in his stomach.
"Friends?" Harry states, "You want to be friends? I told you I was falling for you. I told you I only wanted you and then you dismiss me and when I tried to contact you, you ignore me! You even didn't bother to react to my roses. And now you want me to be friends?
I'm sorry Jane but you hurt me. You took my heart and broke it into a million pieces.
I want you, I really do! I can't eat or sleep. I think about you 24/7. I want to give you my all. I will do anything for you but I can't be your friend," tears were streaming down Harry's cheeks.
"I'm sorry," Jane said with tears in her eyes, "I didn't know, I euhm, I have to go," she said as she ran out the door.
Harry looked at the place where she had just stood. He was empty. He wants her back. She's the only thing he wants most in this world.

When Harry came in the dining room everybody was already seated around the table. He greets everybody and looked for a seat. There is one free chair and it is next to Jane. He sighed and went and sat down. Jane's eyes were red, puffy and she had clearly been crying. She gave Harry a little smile when he looked at her but he immediately turned his head.
Everybody was talking to each other except Jane and Harry. They ignored each other all night. Jane was silent and in her own thoughts. When they all were joking it doesn't last long because Harry wasn't his jovial self. Everybody can feel the tension between them.
At the end of the night when everybody started to get up suddenly Mitch looks at Harry and Jane. "Look, none of us are blind and we can feel and see everything that's going on between you two. You need to sort your shit out tonight. With this tension between you two we can't write a good album. So this trip will be a waste of time for all of us." Mitch looked very seriously at them while he said all of this. When he was done he turned around and walked out. Everyone else followed him. They were all shocked that Mitch had opened his mouth because normally he is such a quiet guy.
Harry and Jane were looking at Mitch with their mouth open. When they were finally alone they were quiet for a moment. "He is right you know? We need to sort this out. We are here for three months. We have work to do and if we want to make a good album we need to get along."

Jane only nods but said nothing.After an awkward silence Jane signs, "I never want to hurt you Harry. You are one of the most sweetest, kindest, loving people I know. I think you deserve everything, a good career, someone who loves you unconditionally, who can give you a family. If we would be in a relationship your fans would hate me, I don't know if I can handle it, I'm so much older and I can't give you kids. I wish I could, I really wish I could but I can't Harry." She looked Harry in his eyes and cupped his cheeks.

"I really want to be with you but you deserve better. You deserve more. I know I could love you but we can't go further."
Harry kneels down in front of Jane, "Why are you so scared?" he asks her. "Listen to me. I want to tell you something and I will repeat it as much as I need to. I only want you! You don't know for sure if you can't have kids. It won't be easy but it's possible. And if we can't we adopt or become foster parents. And my career, Jane I was at the top. I have seen it all.
If there are fans who will drop me because I'm in a relationship with you, then they aren't real fans at all. For so many years I haven't been in a serious relationship because of the fans but I'm done. The fans need to understand I have a right to be in a relationship, to love someone. Jane I want to love you. Please think about it? Please give me a chance?
And if you decide you can't do this with me, I will talk to Jeff and we will rip up your contract and you can go home but I want you to stay." Harry stood up and kissed Jane's head before he walked out straight to his room. He really hoped he could win her back.

A/N: Thank you  for reading! I really hope you like the story so far?
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