Girl Crush

Chapter 21

"That... that was Jane". Harry couldn't find his words. "Yes I know, we talked a little outside" Anne said.
"What? Seriously, what did you say? What did she say? Did she say something about me?"
"When I got back I saw someone pacing back and forth before the house. When I saw her I immediately knew who she was, she is exactly how you said she would look like. I opened the gate and drove inside, I left the gate open but she didn't follow me inside. So I went back out and she said Hi and told who she was. I told her I was happy to meet her and I heard a lot of good things about her.
She said I have a fantastic son and he is the most perfect human in the universe.
When she talked about you her face lit up and had a big smile. When I noticed this and told her, she smiled.
She told me it was hard for her to open but when she did she fell so hard for you. She literally said 'he is my life, my everything'."
"Did she tell you all off this?" Harry asked still not believing what just happened.
Yes Anne nodded. "I think she was nervous, she rambled a little."
Harry got tears streaming down his cheeks. After hearing this the only thing he wanted to do was take her in his arms and never let go. 
"Jane had tears in her eyes while she was talking to me, so I hugged her and told her everything will be okay. I then asked her if she wanted to see you, and you know the rest."
Harry took his head in his hands and cried.."Why mom, why can't I just be happy?"
"My sweet boy, it will be okay. I'm sure of it and Jane is too. She loves you and she will wait for you." Anne hugged her son tight.
When Harry calmed down, they ate and went to bed. Harry was so grateful for having Jane in his life. It will be all right, we will be happy together he said to himself.

The next week Harry was in L.A, Jeff made a couple of appointments with a therapist. It was a man who was very good in what he does, Jeff got the name of multiple people he knows.
He called and he could clear some hours for helping Harry. Harry was nervous about it but he was also looking forward to it. It was time to get to work with his issues.

Today he had some work to do at the studio, just singing some short lyrics to add to songs.
"Good Morning Lads" he said when he entered the studio. Alex was there with a couple of other men. Harry shook all of their hands and gave Alex a hug. They made some small talk before Harry got in the singing booth. He sang a couple of songs, made cute noises to add to songs but it all went pretty good. When Harry got out of the singing booth, Alex was the only one in the room. They listened to the stuff Harry just sang and they were content about it.
"Did you hear something from Jane?" Harry asked.
"Yes, she is much better. She was a mess before, she didn't eat or speak. She just sat there, it was really sad." Harry immediately felt the guilt for putting her through this. 
"But I gave her your letter after you texted me and she was reading it for 30 minutes and Sofie (his wife) and I were worried. We thought she would break down even more but she didn't. She came downstairs, ate then got in the shower.After she got out, she later told Sofie she came to you. She stayed for a couple of days and went back to her apartment. I don't know what you wrote but I'm happy you wrote the letter. It was like she became back to life."
They stayed for awhile in the studio, working at the album.

After lunch it was time for Harry's appointment with the therapist, Dr. West. Harry walked in the waiting room and the door from the office flew open immediately. "Mr. Styles come in" said a friendly man in his thirties. Harry entered the office and gave the doctor a hand. "Please take a seat. Is this your first time visiting a therapist?"
Harry walked over to a cosy couch at the window and sat down. "Yes it actually is, I never needed therapy before."
"Do you want something to drink, coffee or tea or water?" the doctor asked. "Some water would be lovely", Harry's nerves were gone at this point. Dr. West was a very normal man.
Dr. West gave Harry a bottle of water and took a seat at the couch in front of Harry. In between them was a very large coffee table. "So Harry, first of all, I want to tell you everything you say to me will be confidential. I don't write your real name on your file. Is there a name you want to use or I can write your manager's name."
"Use Mick Greenberg."
Dr. West nodded and wrote it down. "If you don't want to come in my office every time, we can meet at other places too. I have an office in the hospital too and I make house calls, just tell me what is the easiest for you at that specific moment. Here is my card with my cell, you can call me all the time. I'm have no life, I'm a workaholic."
Harry chuckled, "maybe you can treat yourself."
Dr. West laughed, "I'm trying but like you notice I'm not doing a very good job at it. Okay Harry, can I call you Harry?" Harry nodded. "You can call me Peter by the way."
"Tell me Harry why are you here."
Harry told Peter what happened with Jane. Peter listened and asked questions and took notes.
The session end up three hours talking with Peter, he told him his whole life. How his life was before his parents divorce, how he felt during the divorce and how he lived with his mother and sister. He even told him about the death of his stepfather and how he felt about it, Harry never told anybody about it.
Peter asked about how it felt being in a band, about the pressure he felt, the fans...
"Okay Harry our time is up, how do you feel?"
"Honestly, therapy is hard but I feel relieved. It's a nice feeling to let everything out and to knowing nobody is going to judge me. I don't know how you do it but you made me tell, I never told anybody. Do you add truth serum at your water?" Harry laughed.
"Who knows" Peter laughed. "So we are seeing each other tomorrow at the same hour?"
Harry nodded and gave Peter a hand. "Thank you and see you tomorrow" he said and he walked out the door feeling lighter, more positive. This is going to work out he thought.

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