Secret Love Song - Harry Styles Series

Harry Styles Live On Tour- Part 21

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You were now in the States with Harry as his tour was starting up. You still were having a hard time with everything going on, but being away from home seemed to be a good idea to just forget all the bad shit going on, at least for a little bit. You were in San Fransico for Harry's first show of the tour. You were really proud of him and you were happy that you were able to be there for him.

In the meantime before the concert, you were trying to focus on getting some work done, something you hadn't done since before the heartbreaking news came out. However, for the last hour, you've done nothing but stare at the screen on your Macbook trying to find something for you to write. You groaned putting your head in your hands when you realized you had nothing.

"Everything okay, over here?" Harry laughed walking over and wrapping his arms around your shoulders.

"No," you sighed. "I need to write up some more blog posts since it's been over a week since my last one and I've got nothing."

"Maybe you just need to take a mental break," he said. "Take some time and step away from writing?" He shrugged.

"I wish I could, but this is my job and if I don't post... I don't get paid and then I lose readers..." you groaned. "Being in social media is a lot different than being you..." you joked.

"Well, what if you wrote about the tour?" He asked. "You could take pictures and do some write-ups about each show," he suggested.

"I could, but would you be okay with that?" You asked.

"I'm the one who suggested it, baby," he laughed.

"I know, but I just didn't know if it'd be like weird or something since I'm your girlfriend..." you said.

"It'd only be weird if you said my concerts are complete shit," he laughed.

"Well, you better be amazing because we both know I only write the truth," you smirked.

He laughed kissing your head. "I've missed seeing you smile," he whispered moving hair out of your face.

"I've missed having a reason to smile," you whispered.

Harry sighed sadly. "How are you feeling about everything?"

You shrugged. "I don't really know, to be honest. I don't feel anything about it anymore. I've tried to just push it out of my mind for now."

He nodded. "I understand, but you know I'm here for you if you need me right? Don't keep things from me just because you think you'll be bothering me on tour," he said.

"I know," you smiled looking up at him. "But the best thing for me right now is to just not talk or think about it."

"Okay," he said. "I love you, you know."

"Yeah, I do," you giggled leaning up to kiss him. "I love you too."

**

Later that night, you were backstage at the venue with Harry in the dressing room, while he got ready for the show that night.

"Nervous?" You asked him.

"A little, but mostly anxious to get out there," he said. "This is my favorite part of doing what I do, and it's the first show..."

"You're going to do great," you smiled. "There's already a huge line of fans waiting to get in."

"Yeah, they've been standing outside for ages," he said.