Good Girl.

-6-

I've been home for 4 days now pretending to be sick so I don't have to see Nate's fucking face...and his girlfriend...

He calls and texts repeatedly but I don't answer...

But...my dad is making me go to school this morning no matter how many times I begged and explained how sick I am....

I wore a olive cropped tank top and black ripped jeans. I pulled my black bomber jacket over it and slipped my checkerboard vans on.

I kept my hair out curly and damp and left my book bag home.

It's Friday meaning a free day...meaning I'm gonna avoid every person there....yay

I let out a breath as I grabbed my phone and walked out my room...

Here we go...

*
I walked with my head down just trying to get to class but somebody grabbed my arm turning me around.

nate...

I pushed him off walking away.

"Erica" he sighed following me

I said nothing and continued to walk away but he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder carrying me somewhere.

"Nate put me down!"

"Shush...you're gonna get us caught"

This is gonna make my life even worse...

"put me down!"

"No!"he growled

I stayed quiet at that feeling a bit intimidated...

Finally he set me down in this office place I don't know...

I tried to open the door to leave but he grabbed my hand.

"Please let me talk to you"

"I don't want to fucking talk to you Nate...my life was perfectly fine before I met you...this is why I don't have friends...they all turnout to be liars and assholes...but you...y...you were different...or atleast i thought you were...you're nothing but a liar...a straight liar...and a bitch!" I snapped hitting his chest

"Baby this baby that...you're so cute oh I like you Babygirl...all lies...all lies...and I believe you...I believed somebody finally wanted me...but I was wrong...and I feel so stupid...so fucking stupid!" I cried pushing him

"Erica...I do want you!...I do!"

"No you don't...you want me around so you can feel like s good guy for accepting the weirdo quiet black girl...fuck off!" I said grabbing the door knob again but he snatched my arms pinning my up against the wall.

"I do fucking want you...I almost love you...but everything is going wrong and it won't let me show you that...you're so amazing...I want you to be mine...b...but I didn't think I actually had a chance...y...you're so adorable and sweet...smart...everything and I'm some basketball playing white buy with low grades and his parents don't even love him...I really like you Erica if you just give me a chance...please" he begged tearing up

Is he about to cry?

I looked up at him before standing on my tippy toes kissing him.

He wrapped his arms around my waist squeezing my butt.

I pulled him closer deepening the kiss.

"Would your parents be home right now?" I asked out of breath

"I live with Derek in his apartment"