Good Girl.

-22-

"It's weird...he's weird...way too determined" I said rolling my eyes

"You did this..." He chuckled

"I know and I shouldn't have...ugh I can't wait until school is over and I start packing for college...goodbye Omaha...hello California"

"Oh yea...we're gonna be cali buddy's Babygirl" Derek smiled

"Yeaaa" I giggled straddling him.

"Omg kiss me now mami" he smirked leaning back

"No daddy" I winked getting up walking away

"Fuck that was hot...come back here!" He groaned

"Make me!" I smirked looking back at him as I walked into my bathroom

He smirked biting his bottom lip.

Derek's...Mmm

I feel so dirty telling this but...we had sex that day after I told Nate to leave me alone...and if was amazing...I mean...me and Nate have had sex and it's good...but with Derek...he knows the exact right spots and how to make sure you feel it...and he goes so slow making sure you absolutely feel it...I don't even know...it's just amazing...

I crave his hands roaming my body...I want Derek's touch...I need Derek's touch...I'm not gonna lie and say I know it's fucked up I'm fantasizing about my ex boyfriends bestfriend...but I don't care...Derek...I should've gave him a chance before....he's just so...sweet, caring...and amazing in bed.

He's boyfriend,husband, and fuck material...he's just so perfect...and that adorable smile...he makes me feel so beautiful...i wish we were dating.

"Yo ma!" Derek yelled

"Yea?" I answered wiping my makeup off

" you got some flowers I'm guessin from nate" he said coming in wrapping his arms around my waist

I looked up at him through the mirror smiling.

"You smell good baby" he said kissing on my neck looking back at me

"Thank you" I giggled intertwining our hands on the counter

"I wanna take you out" he said

"Where?" I asked smiling

"Wanna walk down to get some pizza...?" He asked

"Sure"

I'll do anything with him as long as he continues doing what he did two days ago.

*
I smiled as Derek joked around makin fun of the lady who brought us our food.

"She gave you mad attitude...like...fuck she mad for old crocodile nose ass...she looked at me smiling trying to be cute...like no...infront of my girl no...no honey...ugh" he rolled his eyes as I giggled quietly

Wait a min...Did he just call me his girl?

"You're a bully" I laughed

"She's the bully...she glared at you and tried to flirt biting her cha-"

he stopped when she walked back over to us with our drinks.

"Here you go" she said slamming my cup down making it a little spill onto my lap.

"Oh I'm so sorry" she said grabbing napkins

I looked up at Derek seeing him mean mugging her.

"We got it thank you" Derek said harshly

She looked at him then back at me and walked away quickly.

Derek got up and helped me annoyed.

" it's fine...it was a little water..." I said

He sat down Rollin his eyes.

"Imma smack her"'

"You hit females Derek omg!" I Teased whisper yelling

"what?no that's not what I meant ba-"

"I know Derek" I smiled kissing his cheek

He looked at me and smiled leaning in and kissing my lips softly.

"Fuck is this?" A voice said making us pull away seeing Nate

Fuck...

"what?" Derek said leaning back in his chair

"You just fucking kissed my ex girlfriend...I thought you were my bestfriend bro!"

"Look...you're like my brother...but she needs somebody who's gonna be here for her...and treat her like the princess she is not use her to cheat on your annoying girlfriend...she deserves better than that...and I've been here to pick up the pieces and help her out and apparently...it seems like she likes it...I'm just trying to help her...she's my bestfriend too"

"I knew you fucking wanted her...you said she was like a sister to you..."

"Bro...I...ugh...I'm sorry...but I really like her...and I hope she feels the same...would you rather me lie to you?"

"Fuck you bro...you knew I was trying to get her back but you were pulling her straight from under me the whole time...and didn't bother to tell me"

"You didn't have another chance Nate...I talk to her more than I talk to you now and she tells me...she doesn't want to be with you"

"can we stop talking about what she wants when she is right her and can tell you her self" I said annoyed

They both looked at me and nodded.

"I...I don't want to be with you anymore Nate...I've seen another side of you and I don't like it...you've changed since I last talked to you months ago...and Derek has been here to take care of me and be a great friend...but this past two months Derek and I have gotten closer...relationship wise...no we're not dating...yet at least...I don't know...b...but I want to be with Derek...he makes me feel...special...you did too...but now...I...I just felt used...then You tried to lie and get her to hate me more than she did...I...I can't look at you as the sweet boyfriend I had months ago...I look at you as that asshole who used me and made me feel stupid and nasty..." I said

"Erica I make mistakes and I apologize...I love you baby"

"You've made too many mistakes Nate...and I'm done...I'm honestly over forgiving you for something else to happen all over again...we can be friends I guess but...I'm done being in a relationship with you" I said

He just looked at me and shook his head walking out.

"Was I too harsh?" I asked biting the corner of my lip

"Baby...that was the sweetest you could've ever said it...he'll get over it..."

he will...right...