Good Girl.

-38-

Ever since I got out I went right back to making music to distract me from wanting Erica back...

She didn't come to see me for a whole fucking year...a whole year....

Fuck her...

"Ugh Derek right there!" This random girl I started talking too tonight at this party moaned under me

I was not feeling it but she was so eh.

I continued to thrust into her hearing her whimpers and moans...she was tight but...

It's nothing comp-

Forget...
about...
Erica...

I slapped her ass speeding up.

"Unh! Derek!" She moaned loudly reaching her hand back onto my chest

I bit onto my bottom lip pounding into her.

She squealed with every thrust gasping.

" Fuck!! I'm bout to cum!" She whimpered

That fast...my baby could last hours...just for me

Forget about her!

I wonder if she's okay...

No I don't...

*
" what do you mean?...have you spoken to her?" Nate asked me

"No why would I she ain't come to see me for a whole year" I snapped

"She was scared and she told you that...she told me that...she came crying to me about how sorry she was about your ass...you're acting like Nate right now and she doesn't need another one of those...fucking random girls and getting high won't make you fucki happy in the Long run Derek!"

"Sammy shut the fuck up...don't tell me what to do with my life..."

"You can't do this shit to her...she's fragile now...who knows what she's doing right now...or if she's even alive..."

"don't say that..."

"Why?...because you know it could be your fault?"

"Sammy shut the hell up!"

"Ight bro...ill see you later" he shook his head walkin out my apartment.

I shook my head grabbing my phone calling one of my many hookups.

She answered quickly making me roll my eyes.

"Hey Der...I'm so happy you called me" she giggled

It wasn't cute and I hate it...

" sup...can you come over?"

"Yea sure...anything for you"

"Good"

erica

I sighed moving hair out my face.

I miss Derek...his beautiful smile and cute dimples...his long-ish floppy hair...his high but deep and sexy voice...the way he squeezed my ass when he was serious...the way he made my skin feel whenever he'd kiss me...the way my heart fluttered whenever he walked into the room...whenever he'd call me baby was the best...when we'd watch movies and he'll playfully roll his eyes when I'd start Falling asleep on his lap. That cute laugh whenever something was funny...