Good Girl.

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derek

I sniffled pulling up my sweatpants

"You okay bro?" Nate said

I looked at him and didn't say anything hopping on the counter.

I feel so empty...and lied to...

I mean...she always said she hated him...and didn't want him anymore...but she goes and does that...

He was right...she's a fucking slut!

"But I was inlove with her" I mumbled

"You were?" Nate asked walking past me

"Yes..."

"I told you man...she makes you love her then she just breaks your heart...she isn't as innocent as you'd think..."

"She didn't break your heart..."

"Ye-"

"You broke hers...don't think just because she messed up that I'm gonna forget what really happened..."

"Ok ok damn...I'm not the enemy here Derek"

"She's not my enemy..." I growled

She's the woman I wanna marry in a couple years...she's my baby...my world...she means everything to me...I can't believe she would do that...

"When'd you say she came?"I asked taking out my phone

"Around 6:15"

I looked at my phone seeing she texted me at 3:30...I told her not to go 3:32and she texted me asking me if I'm okay after I left her apartment with the prescription at 4:2o

Somethings not adding up...I would've been home around 6:30...she didn't bring his pills in the morning i know that...

"6:30 huh?" I said looking at him

"Yea...why?" He asked making a sandwich

This son of a bitch...

"No reason...I shouldn't have trusted her...I'm gonna go to the store...want anything?"

"Ye-"

"no okay" I said walking into my room

*
I walked up to her door unlocking it.

"Erica?" I called closing the door

Her house was dark with only the sunlight from outside partly showing through the blinds.

I walked over to the couch seeing her phone and pain medication...but no Erica

"Baby?!" I called getting worried

I walked into her room seeing a mess...but still no Erica...

I saw thT the bathroom light was on so I ran in there seeing he sitting on the floor leaning against the bathroom counter trying so hard to keep her eyes open.

I looked around her seeing a half empty bottle of pain medication and a razor...

I grabbed the pills and kneeled down infront of her.