Good Girl.

-30-

These last two years have been amazing for me...and Derek...

Derek got sine of his music stuff it there and I may or may not be becoming a model...

It's so exciting!!

Me and Derek have been doing great...together...theses past two years were amazing...

We're still taking it slow just a little faster...make sense?

I still live in my apartment...he got an apartment because he doesn't like being in the house alone...he really wants me to move in but I'm not ready...not yet...

He can come over anytime though...

Like right now...

The doorbell rang so I took my time and got up off the couch going to open the door.

"Oh hey baby" I smiled hugging him

"Hey beautiful" he said picking me up

"I missed you" I laid my head on his shoulder smiling as he closed the door

"I missed you too fatty" he said sitting down on the couch with me straddling him "but I got some bad news for you"

"Are you breaking up with me?" I asked standing up

"Nooo absolutely not...." He said pulling me back down on his lap"

" Nate's in Cali and he's staying with me"

"That's...good for him" I shrugged playing with his hair

"And he wants to talk to you"

"No"

"Baby...he's sor-"

"And I don't give a fuck...I'm sorry he was sad but he put me through slot too...I told him not to come looking for me...he knows I'm fucking here...he knew we would get back together...he just wants to fuck up my life more!"

"Baby"

"No Derek...I'm not talking to him...fuck him...and you can tell him that"

"You can tell him your self...he's right there" he said pointing behind him

Nate was standing there sick looking and sad.

"Are you serious?!" I yelled looking at Derek "get out..." I shook my head

"Bab-"

"You too...we're done...get out!"

"Erica...don't...don't break up with him...I begged him to do this...I...it's my fault"

"Well go cry together...get out!" I yelled

Derek stood up and looked at me.

"Baby...please...I'm sorry" he said

"Go..."

They both walked out and I slammed my door shut behind them locking it.

I slid down the wall crying.

See...

Everytime Nate comes around...my life...is ruined...he could just be there...in the fucking room...and everything gets messed up...

And he doesn't do anything...

I just broke up with Derek...he didn't make me...and I did...because I specifically told Derek not to talk to me about Nate....not to tell Nate where I am...I don't want anything that has to do with Nate...but he didn't listen...

We were doing perfectly fine...

Derek
"Happy?!...are you fucking happy?!" I yelled pushing him

"Derek bro I'm sorry...I...I didn't know she was gonna do that" he said

"You knew exactly what would fucking happen...were friends again but I won't allow you to come back and mess her life up...she doesn't deserve that...you hurt that cute little quiet girl...and now...because of you...as fucking always...she broke up with me..." I said

Walking away.

"Derek I'm sorry...I am..."

I ignored him walking away

*
"Uhm Babygirl please answer...I'm sorry...I shouldn't have listened to him...I knew it was stupid...and I'm really sorry princess...please stop ignoring me..." I said leaving my 34th voicemail

Not an exaggeration...

she isn't answering...

I sighed texting her again...for the 29th time actually...

- Baby I'm sorry please...atleast call me... -read at 3:20 am

She reads them but she doesn't answer and it hurts!

I groaned laying back on my bed.

This sucks...

This really fucking sucks...

30 minutes later Nate came up to the doorway like a little fucking kid.

"Uhm...Derek...are you still mad at me bro?"

"Yes" I shrugged "why?"

"I...I got Erica here" he said making me jump up

"What?"

Erica came up behind Nate poking her little head out between him and the wall.

"Nate...can you uh...give us a minute" I said biting my lip looking at Erica.

She was wearing pajamas...sexy ass...pajamas...and I can't control myself when I'm around her...looking like...that...

He nodded walking away as she walked in biting her lip.

" I realized...I can't be mad at you...and Nate explained more to me how it isn't all your fault...so I forgive you...a...and I love you" she smiled cutely playing with her fingers

"Cmere" I said smiling

She closed the door and walked to me shyly.

"Oh you shy again now?" I smirked pulling her closer when she got close enough

She giggled wrapping her arms around my neck.

"Promise you won't do that again" she said "I don't wanna break up again " she pouted

"I promise" I smiled at her cute self

I lifted her chin with my finger and kissed her softly , using my other hand to squeeze her ass.

She moaned through kiss making me smirk.

I picked her up turning and laying her down on the bed.

"I love you baby" I said kissing on her neck hearing her cute little moans as I rubbed my fingers on her clit.

"I...I love you too" she stuttered biting her lip

I slipped two fingers into her hearing her gasp and whimper.

"Ohhh my go-" she moaned throwing her head back

I smirked leave open mouth kisses on her jaw and neck.

"Mmm Der" she whimpered grabbing Hand holding it there

"Yes baby"