Good Girl.

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Tonight is Sammys birthday dinner so I had to go to the mall because I don't have any dresses that I fit anymore...I gained a little weight in my ass...and the dresses show a little bit of the bottom of my ass.

I out my curly hair up into a bun and slipped my glasses on before grabbing my phone,keys, and bag walking out my apartment.

I walked down the hall to the elevator just minding your business when ofcourse I bump into Derek...and some random girl...

I scrunched my face up seeing his hand on her ass.

They didn't notice me yet so I turned around and started walking away to the stairwell.

"What you can't speak?!" Derek yelled making me stop and turn around

"You look pretty busy..." I said as that girl kissed all on his neck

" you're right...I am" he said smacking that girls ass

I rolled my eyes.

"See you tonight i guess!" I yelled walking away to the stairwell.

He irritates me now...he just keeps making me jealous...and I hate it...

Like last night I went downstairs to say bye to my friends Nathan and Kayla and he comes up looks at me and winks at Kayla.

She knows we were together so she scoffs because she's a good friend

I know anybody would fall on the floor and worship Derek and that's what he's trying to prove to me...and it sucks...

I wish I could move on but I can't...and it sucks living in the same apartment building as this asshole...

*
I searched through the racks looking for a cute dress but I couldn't find one...

Derek used to help with this stuff...I always wore hoodie's or jeans...I only wore a dress once or twice in highschool because I wanted Nate to notice me...now Derek never cared whether I had on a dress or sweatpants he always said I looked beautiful...and made sure I believed it...

I smiled to myself thinking about us...

"Ew it's that girl...why is she just standing there smiling?!" A female voice said making me look up

Ofcourse...Derek and his little...girl are standing there.

He put his arm around her and smirked looking at me.

"I don't know baby...you done?" He asked looking down at her but at me in the corner of his eye

"Mhmm...you like this?" She asked holding up a red leather dress

"It's great baby" he said kissing her making sure I saw...

He's bringing her?...wow

I chuckled going back to looking at the dresses.

I didn't find one so I just walked away acting unfazed and looked around for more dresses.

I finally found a dress and a shirt to go under it so I grabbed them and I walked to get in line.

*
I straitened my hair for the first time ever.

And I love it...

I walked out to my livingroom slipping on my heels just as the doorbell rang.

"Who is that?" I said to myself

Walking over to the door.

I opened it seeing Derek