Good Girl.

-19-

I haven't spoken to Nate in months but I know he has a new girlfriend...yes I'm hurt...broken inside..but what could I do I broke up with him...

It's the end of the year...last month of school meaning no more grades.

And I fixed my grades so...yea...but I was looking forward to getting back together with Nate after I fixed them and graduated but him and his new girlfriend seem happy so...I'm not trying to ruin that...ill just stay the single lonely girl I was supposed to be.

I've always wondered what would my life be like if I didn't thank Nate that day in the hallway or walked to the store with him after school that one day...or lost my virginity to him...

My life would've probably been boring is what I always come up with...

Today I have to see him and his girlfriend...together...because Derek's inviting all his close friends and Lauren to his now bigger apartment to have a sleep over...he wasn't gonna let Nate bring Sabrinna but he allowed it because I told him it was fine.

So I'm packing a bag right now with my morning hair stuff, makeup, and clothes...

Just as I sipped up my bag I got a call so I picked up my phone.

Derek...

I answered putting him on speaker.

"Yesss!" I sang

" where you at mostly everyone's here and Lauren's asking for you"

"I'll be there in 20...I had to pack a couple more things"

"Ok...hurry...I miss you too"

I smiled biting my lip.

"Stop doing that...I'm your bestfriends ex and your bestfriend as well"

"I know...but...you're just so cute ma...and you know that"

"Derek you're a mess...ill see you in 20" I said

"You always playing me...but ok"

I rolled my eyes hanging up.

I grabbed my bags and my car keys walking out my room.

I walked out my new apartment and locked the door.

Derek's place here I come...

*
I walked in using the spare key he gave me and music was playing a little low and people were dispersed around the room talking or on their phones.

"Baby!" Derek exclaimed walking towards me with open arms

"Hey...don't call me that...and where do I put my stuff?"

"In your room that I kept locked for a beautiful princess" I rolled my eyes hugging him

I started walking towards the room he calls mine for whenever I stay over.

I walked up to the door but stopped when I heard arguing.

"No Sab...you need to chill...she's my ex girlfriend...I don't hate her at all...she had to think about her so she did but just because she's here doesn't mean she's out to ruin our relationship...she's not like that!"

"Yea but don't you think it's suspicious she just pops up?"

"No...Derek's her bestfriend now too...we have mutual friends so we're gonna come across eachother...she's not even worried about me or us..."

"Ugh whatever if I catch her looking at you...we're gonna have some fucking problems Nathan"

He lets her call him that?