The Unrevived

17 | Silent worries

Settings: the clinic.

Revi

I will breathe.
I will think of a solution.
I will not let
My worry controls me.
I will not let me
Stress level breaks me.
I will simply breathe
And it will be okay.
Because I don't quit.

~Shayne Mcclendon

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I had just ripped a piece of my heart and had placed in Jaden's hands.
I didn't hesitate in telling him because keeping secrets wasn't good for either of us.
It was hard to tell him but I had to tell it to someone, someday and it happened to be Jaden.

I had never even told Rebecca about this story. Astonishing.

This was my only cause of depression but I had successfully tackled it. It had taken three whole months for me to recover. My psychiatrist had told me I had improved much faster than the others. It was mental violence, that's all.

Wherever Kyran was now, I didn't care anymore. Jaden was with me and that's all I needed.

^^^^^^^^^^^

Sammy was driving the car.
He was driving very rashly.
He almost knocked down a lady who was strolling with her son on the sidewalk. He couldn't control the wheel the way he had to which made me annoyed.

I was in Jaden's arms, his left arm firmly holding my shoulder and the other trying to place my head towards his chest. I nuzzled my head into his jacket.
Most guys would care to put cologne or deo but oh my god did this guy stink! I didn't want to say anything to him now. It would disturb him. But I should tell you, it took courage to sustain that smell.

I could now see the worry on Jaden's face. I could understand. It had been approximately two hours since we had left the conventional store and we weren't even close to the outskirts of Trineapolis.

He was worried sick about getting back to his parents.

Yes, we were going back for Jaden's parents. His parents were in the lock-up at the police station. He had called the police at the conventional store and explained them everything. They didn't seem convinced but they agreed on meeting us at the police station. At least this helped him lighten up a bit.

I looked up to his face, Jaden was gazing out at the view outside the car's window with a glint in his eyes. He looked determined and sad at the same time. I followed his gaze and stared out the window too.

Many of the people were out shopping on a Saturday morning. It was a fine day to go out with your family and friends.

I then realised that we were in the factory for the past five days.

Sammy turned the radio on and increased the volume a bit too loud. Tihanna's 'Diamonds again' was playing. It was one song everyone liked to hear and especially for me, being a music lover.

I was more focused at the outside world than the upcoming top 20 songs of this week. Many of the people were happy, some were poker-faced as what to do and the rest were tangled in their own problems.
Life wasn't easy, I could tell that from my own experiences.

Sammy again stopped in front of a  what looked like a tiny clinic. I didn't know why this guy made so many trips to so many unnecessary places.
Then I realised, the next moment, he was opening the car door for me. He had brought me here to get better.