Held Captive [Completed]

09.

I don't know how I got here or what am doing in a place like this, maybe I am in heaven for real this time I am in heaven not the kinda heaven I went the last time that turns out I was still in my kidnapper's home.

The real heaven where you get to meet angel and be at peace that kinda heaven. But wait, I am not seeing angels just that everywhere is bright, which opening my eyes became a problem, finally adjusting to the light I opened up my eyes first taking in my surrounding, staring at everything before my eyes landing on a figure staring at me, I gulped sitting up properly.

The first thing that came to my mind did I try escaping? But I can't remember me escaping? Or did I really escape but get caught and I was brought here?  Nah, I am pretty sure I gave up the idea of escaping a long time ago.

"are you okay"? Silence, I couldn't respond what could I possibly say? What if I answer then it backfires? Or I got him upset?  Nah, I rather keep quiet.

"damn it answer me are you fuvking okay"? He yelled. Which made me flinch a bit not wanting to get him upset the more I tried talking but my voice came out hoarse not to mention painful, weird.

"I'm f... I...n..e s..i..r".

He muttered something and left, me on the other still at the same spot not wanting to even move a muscle (which ain't there anymore) but still yet I have learnt obedience is better than sacrifice.

He came back again along with a tray dropped it in my front and order me to eat. I took it with shaky hands which made the food to pour on the white cloth, oh no.

Tried cleaning the food the water poured also that's I am going to die for real on the bright side I will equally join my parents and my baby child. I abruptly stood up and started looking for a way out.

"I'm so..s...o.r.r.y s.i...r" my voice is still hoarse but I just don't care. "I.. I..d..i...n't" I couldn't complete it when I started shaking. In midst of shaking I still manage to talk.

"I...'ll g..et t...h...is c..leaned up" still blabbing.

I kept repeating the same word "I'll g...et.. I....t c..leaned up" I couldn't look at his face I wouldn't want to get him angry the more. Right now the only thing I am waiting is for him to do whatever he pleases.

"it's okay" he said "don't worry I will get it cleaned up you just go sit down I will prepare another one for you". Okay I was not expecting that. I tried walking but my legs feels like jelly, which result me failing down which I quickly got up fell down again, walking seems like a big issue I simply crawl into a corner hugging my knees to my chest.

Kept rocking myself lightly I was so lost in my thoughts I didn't know when he left or came back. When I felt someone shaking me gently. "i'm s..o...rry" that's the first thing I said.

"here take this and eat" this time I didn't want him yelling at me I started eating the food instantly.

I ate everything immediately, he took the tray and left yet again I am left with just me alone.

"come, stand up you need to relax" again I didn't say anything and stood up which my legs failed me again. I tried getting up again still yet they failed me. Then all of a sudden I was being lift of the ground and I was dropped down again on a soft place.

"now, do not move an inch and sleep, a doctor will be coming to check you later". I simply nod my head and put my head down, hitting my head on the soft pillow instantly I dozed off to a restless sleep.