Held Captive [Completed]

32.

Time stops.

The beating of my heart increased to its highest tempo. The air suddenly felt hot and the walls of the car are closing on me.

I closed my eyes taking in a deep breath to calm myself.

I opened them seeing Joshua staring at me. I inhaled again. "Tell me you are joking".

He let out a dry chuckle shaking his head. "No, I am not Nathan is dy---" the ringing of his phone cut him off.

"What"? I watch as the color of his face drained. He became pale all of sudden right there I know something wrong. The phone fell from his hand as he slumped back into the car seat cradling his face in his palms.

"Joshua"? I called out softly.

His back shook as he sob quietly into his palms, I felt my own tears running down on their own free will.

I scooted closer to him gently wrapping my arms around him. "Joshua, it's okay talk to me what's going on"?

"Nathan he... " he placed his hands on his knees, shaking his head.

"The hospital called" my heart skipped a beat. "They want to pull out the plug". My heart did double flips.

"What? Why would they do that"? My voice came out shaking whilst tears running down my cheeks.

"I don't what to do Victoria, I don't want him to die" another sob escaped his lips.

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We got to the hospital with shaky hands and legs. I felt the whole world's weight resting on my shoulders.

As we walked down the hallway of the hospital the closer we get to his room the more my heart increased, my body shake and breath not helping too.

When we finally got to his room I inhaled sharply again. Joshua pushed in the door stepping in as got in also.

I gasped as I saw him laying down there motionlessly endless of tubes attached to his body with IV drips running through his veins.

My heart clenched tightly against the rib cage doctors waiting on standby to pull out the plug and end his life forever.

That thought alone is driving me crazy.

I took a shaky step forward to the hospital bed I could feel the eyes of God knows how many in the room staring at me.

"Hey" I called out softly staring at the man before me was far different than the one who took me and caused me pains.

This one right here is struggling for his life about to give up at anytime.

"If you can hear me, just so you know I hate you, I hate you so much I want to be the one to end your life myself". I let out a dry chuckle shaking my head as tears runs down my cheeks.

"There's so much I want to do to you, so much I want to do. You can't just leave now I don't recall giving that you permission".

I wasn't getting any sort of reaction from him. He still laid there motionlessly.

"Please just wake up, if you eventually die I will hunt you down and kill you over and over again".

"Please Nathan please" I whispered.