Held Captive [Completed]

16.

Nathan Grey

Lost in thoughts, where will I begin? Where should I go search for her? I am not only getting restless am gradually going insane and the stupid voices ain't helping kept reminding me it's my fault ,how I should have let her go or is it end her life?

Nothing is working for me I can't get my shit together I just want her I have never want someone this bad, I don't want her alone I need her it's hard to believe but with her gone is like a part of me is gone like gone gone. Is she even alive that is the most important question.

I wish I woul..... The sound of the door open made me turn my head. "this better be good, why are you here"?.

"sir we got her". Okay so what he just said made my heart beat faster than normal.

"what do you mean "we got her"? Who is the her you gotta be specific".

"we got her sir the one  Benjamin took, she's at the Gas Station right now sir". That's it I don't need anything else I stood up from my seat. "what the hell are you waiting for then? Get the cars ready let's go". I am nervous oh God I am nervous how will she behave when she sees me will she recognize me?. Oh stupid question of course she will, why won't she recognize me?. Getting into the car was easy the hard part is facing her.

Oh God please, let her be okay let her be alive, let her be in one piece I will deal with Benjamin later now I just want her to be okay and alive.

Prayers I have never done before I started doing it, the journey to the Gas Station was far I felt like we should be on air flying but on the other hand I want this car should go slower than usual, how will I even face her? After all you've done, she would run into your arms and kiss your face that stupid voice that won't leave me be spoke up. I ignored it and try focusing my mind on the important thing.

Arriving at the Gas Station was one thing, getting her to come back with me now is the problem, immediately the car parked they all came out surrounding the place. Then my eyes landed on her she's looking okay maybe a little bit thin, but still beautiful. "get your ass stop staring at her good luck getting her come back with you" the inner voice spoke.

Seeing the whole place surrounded I know she's not comfortable her eyes were bigger she's shaking uncomfortably where she's standing. I let out a sigh okay this is it. I moved closer to her standing 2 feet away from her.

"huntress"? Her shoulders tensed it was as if she's paralyzed like she wants to be anywhere but here. Still not facing me I called her again "huntress"? This time she slowly gradually turn around meeting my eyes, she's beyond terrified. "please please don't hurt me again, let me go I will go far away from here. Just please let me go" those were the first thing she said, I felt my heart clenched. Oh God she still thought I am going to hit her or torture her as usual.

How I wanted to tell her I would never hurt her or let another being hurt her but I couldn't of course I got her into this mess in the first place had it been I let her go she would have been safe, living her life the way she wants to.

"huntress you" I seriously don't know what to say or tell her, to her everything I will utter are pure lies. She will never believe I will never raise my hands on her never ever will I make that mistake again. I sigh signalling them to take her to the car against her own will.

Yet again I am doing the same thing over again. Great.

"God please ,don't don't I will do anything you you, don't take me back in there" she was screaming, crying, kicking.

It's for your own good huntress I promise once that son of a bitch is out you will be free to go.