Held Captive [Completed]

18.

Nathan Grey

"Nathan I don't think it's a good idea you going into that room, given that she's scared of you. Your presence alone frightens her, I think you shouldn't show yourself to her again" he's right she's so way scared of me. Why wouldn't she be? I took her against her will, kept her, tortured her and now I wanna be all "Mr. Goody goody" to her? Even I can't believe myself.

"you are right I won't show myself again, whatever she needs just please let me know, keep her room secure,double the guards, that bastard is still out there waiting to strike" the thought of Benjamin alone is enough to send me overdrive, I just want to get that fuvker.

He nodded his head and left.

I lean back into my chair closing my eyes, letting my mind drifts into the land of thinking,how I wanna tell her I would never hurt her or let anyone hurt her, how I will protect, care for her and love her. My eyes open instantly. No, no, no I can't love her heck I don't know how to love. She won't even want to be with someone like me, someone that has her kept, beaten, tortured. I personally even dealt with her with my hands. How could she possibly forgive me? The idea of her not forgiving got me sweating.

I thought you are going to let her go once that bastard is captured? Yeah. You said something like that, don't tell me you are still going to keep her here again, against her own wish. Man she will hate you forever. "oh just shut up already" I yelled Frusturately. So what if I want to keep her? I just want her near me. I can't bear to see her not close to me. Ugh fuvk, what's wrong with me?

Rubbing my hands over my temple trying to calm down my head. Then my phone I sighed irritately picking the call. "what? Please tell me something tangible I am not in the mood for your bullshits".

"Benjamin location has been found sir, apparently he's has been living outside the states " the information is enough already I hang up the call. I dialed Joshua's number instantly.

"get here Joshua at once" I cut the call.

"I came as soon as possible please what's going on"?.

"Benjamin has been located".

"what? You mean that bastard that shot me has been located, well what are we waiting for let's go get him and end his fuvking life" he said with anger visible in his eyes.

I need no one to tell me twice I stood up and head out having Joshua trailing behind. "get the guns ready and the men we are leaving tonight. Benjamin won't know what hit him".

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It was night already after preparing everything about leaving when I suddenly have this urge to see her I can't help, my mind keeps telling me you can do it, don't see her, but my heart ,body are telling something else, reluctantly I followed my heart and body's advice. Gently opening the door, watching her small body curled up , sleeping peacefully.

The dried tears on her face didn't go unnoticed clearly she has been crying, because of me. Clenching and unclenching my fists, I sigh moving closer to her, planting a kiss on her cheeks. Jesus Christ what the hell did I just do?.

I hurriedly left the room walking straight to where the cars have been parked.

"let's go get that fuvker" I got into the car shortly after Joshua followed. He's angry,mad even at this point he wants nothing more than to kill that son of a bitch. Oh, I want that too.

It took us approximately 2 hours before we could get there, when we arrived, everyone knows his position, leaving just me and Joshua.

Joshua was eager to get his hands on that bastard so am I. I started walking towards the entrance along with Joshua trailing behind me. Getting to the door Joshua knocked it down without waiting for me to give him orders or tell him what to do, guess he's really mad. With him at the front this time, I entered into the place only to be greeted by an empty house and plates of food. Joshua move to check the whole place, while I moved closer to inspect the food. That's when I notice it's still pretty hot either he went out nearby or vacuate the place before we arrived.

Joshua came back "Nathan he's not here, who the fuvk might have tripped him off"?.

"hey come closer, this looks like he left in a hurry something is not right" that's when it clicked. He came out of hiding just to make me come looking for him while he goes to my house.

"Joshua I think we need to go now"!!!!! I yelled.

"what? No way I'm not leav----" he was interrupted by a phone. He answered the call.

"what? Jesus Christ, he's at the house"?

I couldn't wait for him to finish his call while I dashed out of the building heading straight to car.

No way he's at the house again. Oh fuvk how can I be such a fool. I should have thought about this before leaving. Now he's going to get her again. No way, no fuvking. I got into the car and drove home with one person on my mind. "huntress".