Held Captive [Completed]

23.

Nathan Grey.

Okay so I have been standing at her door for good 15 minutes.

We have been discharged already I decided to keep her here to be able to watch after her until she is fully better and ready to leave.

"like hell you would let her go"

"the whole reason of bringing her back is it not keep hostage again"?

"you should have let her go from the hospital" oh shut up. The fuvking voices ain't helping really. Am already nervous already they should not add their fuvking opinion to it.

"barge into the room already why the hell are you nervous"? See? They ain't helping I will just ignore them.

Okay phew!  Let's do this.

Oh hell no who am I kidding I can't face her.

All the terrible things I have done to her I wouldn't blame her if she actually choose not to talk to me.

"But I thought you want her forgiveness"?

"oh and I thought I have ignored guess you are still  here".

"we both know you can't ignore me am stuck with you as you are with me". Oh fuvk now am talking to myself answering myself.

with a sigh I left her door post and head back to my own room.

I have never want someone's forgiveness so bad. I want hers I want all of her, I want...

"what? Speak".

"hello son, now is not the right way to greet your father is it"? .

"hello father" the venom in my voice is so clear I don't want to speak with him.

"Nathan are you still mad at me"?. Why should I be?  I am meant to forgive him when he fuvking stripped me of my innocence and made me an adult at a very young age sure am gonna forgive him.

"and why should I be father"?.

"Nathan please it's been it's been 20 years are you still holding grudges against me"?

"no father I happen to just be very busy we talk soon" I end the call. Switching off the phone along with it.

Fuvking 20 years it's just like yesterday when he forced me to become a man now he's regretting yeah right like regret runs in the family.

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"Nathan you have been avoiding for fuvk sake". My father yelled.

I sit comfortably on the couch watching him with and amussed expression. I should be fuvking mad at him and now he's here yelling at me for avoiding him. Now this is hilarious.

"Nathan I am still your father".

"father? You are more like a sperm donor. As much as I can recall you failed to play any role of it" that shut him up.

Now it's taking me everything in me not to punch that man in his face. Still giving his respect as a "father".

"Nathan please" he moved closer about touching me when I growl. "don't even think about it".

"what am I going to do? It's been 20 long years forgive me".

"like its easy for you to say. Where were you when I needed you huh? Oh yeah right you ain't there you fuvking sent me out there and what did you even call it?  Surviving. Now you back you wanna make it right? After fuvking 20 years"?.

"you know what get the hell out of my office dammit". I slammed my hands on the table "out".

He quietly left the place without uttering any word. Yeah that's what I want.

Calm down Nathan calm down breathe in and out. Which I tried and seriously it's not working. Who the fuvk invented that shii?

Oh no am not calming down I need to kill someone or better still punch something. Oh yes punch and kill someone I have the perfect person for that. I took my car keys and left the office.

"Mr Grey your.... "

"cancel it cancel all of them". Without sparing a glance I head to the parking lot get into the car and drove straight home. I was seething with anger how dare he show up after 20 FUVKIKG years? He left me to fend for myself, now he wants to make it right.

I got home got out of the car tossing the car keys away and head straight to the basement.

Now it's fuvking pay back time.

"sir'welcome back"

"hmm, Benjamin in there"?

He nodded his head.

Now is payback time. I smirk