Life as a Secret *lesbian Story*

22

*demis outfit above*

Sorry for the long author note, just passionate about what I talked about. 

*Demi's POV*

Spencer and I agreed to meet up at the local coffee shop by her apartment so I got ready, Matthew coming over to help me get ready and to also babysit Batman and Colby.

When I got dressed I turned to Matthew.

I haven't physically done my own makeup in almost a year. 

"Matthew!" I yelled, walking out of my closet.

"WHAT?!" He yelled back and I heard his voice in the kitchen.

I walked into the kitchen and leaned on the counter top with my elbows. 

"I haven't done my own makeup in about a year, since Jill is at my house daily" I frowned and he chuckled. 

"You're telling me this why?" He asked as I handed a small bowl of goldfish crackers to Colby to which he happily munched on. 

"Because I don't know what makeup look to go for" I frowned and he smiled at me.

"Why don't you just call you stylist team?" He  wondered and I rolled my eyes. 

"Because I see them at the venue" I frowned.

"Go figure it out, you got half an hour" He warned and my eyes widened.

"Fuc- FICKLE!" I yelled, stopping myself from cursing in front of my son. 

I ran to my room, dumping out my makeup bag out and started searching through it all franticly.

It all seemed over whelming in the moment. 

I decided to fuck it.

I grabbed mascara and some lipstick and called it good.

I saw the time and it took me 15 minuets to do nothing . . . 

"MATTHEW! I HAVE TO GO AND I TOTTALLY FICKLED THE MAKEUP!" I yelled and I heard uncontrollable laughter from my gay best friend. 

"THAT - SOUNDS - SO - WRONG!" he breathed out, laughing like an insane Person.

"MATTHEW!" I yelled, shooting him a warning glare before I started laughing with him.

I gathered my things before kissing Colby's cheek.

"Be good for Matthew, mommy is going to go hang out with a friend" I told my son, who was totally not listening to me and watching the tv from the living room.

"Colby Joseph, pay attention to mommy. For all you know I might never come back" I told him and his eyes widened and he slowly turned his eyes and I hit myself mentally for saying such thing since I watched his big brown puppy dog eyes fill with tears.

He started sobbing, wrapping his arms around my neck.

"PLEASE COME BACK!" He begged, sobbing into my neck. His tears hitting my neck and rolling down to my t-shirt.

"Baby, I was kidding. Of course I'll come back. I'm sorry" I calmed him, wrapping him in my arms. 

"Mommy has to go though" I told him softly, kissing the side of his head.

He whipped his nose with his hand, making Matthew crinkle his face up in disgust and go grab the wash cloth from the sink. 

He came over with the wash cloth, putting some in it before taking Matthew's hand and cleaning it making me giggle.

"He is four and he is a boy Matthew" I giggled, kissing my baby boy's cheeks.

I tried to put him down but he clung onto me like a Kola.

"Colby, mommy has to go" I told him softly, trying to put him down but he just clung on.

"Colby Joseph, let go of mommy" I said firmly, tearing his arms away from me.

He started throwing a temper tantrum and I sighed.

"Do you need to go to bed early?" I asked, raising an eyebrow and he  immediately stopped, shaking his head no.  

"Then be a good boy" I warned, giving him a soft smile, grabbing my bag and tossing it over my shoulder.

He nodded as I slipped on my shoes.

"Alright, mommy has to go. Come give me a hug" I smiled, crouching down with open arms.

He walked into my arms, giving me a quick hug before trying to run off to go watch his movie.

"HEY, HEY, HEY! NOT SO FAST!" I yelled, smiling before pulling my arms around him to pull him back to my chest.

I smothered him in kisses, making him laugh.

"I love you Colby" I sung out, squeezing his small little frame.

He tried to get out of my grasp but I clung onto him.

"I love you mommy" I teased, looking him in his eyes, he playfully rolled his eyes at me.

"I love you mommy" he dragged out and I laughed.

"good boy, you can go watch your movie now" I told him and he ran off.

"BYE MATTHEW!" I yelled and he gave me a nod.

"IF YOU'RE GONNA GET LUCKY, WARN ME AHEAD OF TIME AND DON'T COME HOME!" He yelled and I flipped him off, making sure my 4 year old didn't see that.

Matthew stuck his tongue out at me, making me laugh.

"Bye Matthew!" I yelled, closing the door. 

"Time to go meet Spencer"   I thought to myself 
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A/n: I wanted to throw this cute chapter in (: I'll update chapter 23 in a few hours (:

Written on: 11 / 16 / 17 

Published  on: 11 / 19 / 17

Word Count: 878