jellyfish hearts

hesitation

hold your breath
heart stops
biting your lip

our eyes meet
the world stops spinning
our worlds collide

but you don't give two shits about me
you aren't fucking invested

our eyes break from interlocking
into dejected staring at the floor
you walk away
are you playing a game?
do you still care?

i'm no mind reader
psychics aren't fortune tellers
they can't see my future
if it hasn't even happened yet
duh

so ill make the first move
turn around on my heel
watch my ass bounce as i go

high heels clicking
crunching on leaves
pretending its your heart
multiplied
bleeding
watching you fade away as steam
in my mind's eye
your a fog that lifts after a storm

there will be a rainbow
after it all goes to shit

and i will mother fucking
smile