jellyfish hearts

watch me walk

watch me walk
it's breath taking
listening as my heels click
down the highway walkway
runway

snap your photograph
get that snapshot
click

i'll keep you coming back
but don't touch
just look please

i'm an unobtainable glory
i wasn't meant for human contact
i was meant just for me
i belong to a different journey

i sold my soul for fame
and now i must complete the game
i will inspire
others
to aspire
to
an infinity
of perfection
but this botox plastered fake smile
can't convey
this broken soul's pain

you can try all you like
but you can't measure up
to a perfect storm
it's like i got struck by lightning
impossible
yet somehow still factual

you can't copy true pain
true beauty isn't horror
you won't want to live through this one
trust me

you can't replicate true trauma
you'll have to experience it for yourself
the only way to this state
is through absolute
hell