Beautifully imperfect

Chapter 17

Chapter 17

Shay's P.O.V.

"Channing cane, josh Matthew, and chase cole." I said once I came back to. chase looked at me funny. "the baby names sweetie." I said drowsily. he leaned forward and kissed my cheek. I smiled and looked down at the to tiny to be alive miracles.

"The doctor says they have to stay here for a while but since they are werewolf children they will be normal sized in a few days." I nodded.

"They are so tiny." em said as she peeked in at Channing. "And I love how you named two of your babies after your father." I smiled and wiped my eyes. "I miss daddy and he was always here it's the least I could do in his memory."

Chase sighed. "baby you probly don't want to hear this right now but your parents weren't killed by a drunk driver they were killed by rouges. the rouges were hired to kill your parents." my heart stopped. I closed my eyes and nodded. "so some psycho hired someone to act drunk and kill my parents." I said angrily trying not to yell. he nodded.

"I love all of y'all who are werewolves but if your a werewolf please leave I need human time because this is just to much. what's next your going to tell me I'm adopted." I said with a dry laugh. I saw a look of hurt in chase's eyes. i smiled weakly and pulled him into a kiss. I felt him relax and nod to the others to leave.

I looked and saw josh was the only one left. he was starring at my babies with such love and compassion. I put up the wall so I could talk to josh. "they are so perfect." he whispered. I smiled.

"I remember the first time I saw you. you were wearing that cute pink sundress and pigtails. you were with your mom coming to class. you were so shy. then you dropped your sandwich at lunch. you were so sad and I hated it. So I gave you mine and you said. your my best friend and nobody else can have you." I laughed as he replayed that memory. "fourth grade right?" I asked and he smiled nodding.

"I love you babe." he said walking closer to me. "I love you too joshy." he leaned down close. "have you ever wondered what if around me." he whispered. "of course. When chase left that's all I thought." I whispered my heart speeding up. "have you ever wondered why I'm always cold." I nodded remembering he's always cold. I looked at his mouth. I saw his canines grow. "vampire." I whispered in shock. he nodded. "that's another reason me and chase can't stand each other." he said and chuckled. "Why aren't you scared." he whispered still close to me.

"You've never hurt me before." I whispered. he smirked and leaned closer. before I could react he kissed me slowly in a needy kiss. I slowly kissed back before I came back to my senses. I pulled away and looked at the ground. "shay I'm sorry." josh said. "no it's fine." I said breathlessly. I got cold chills kissing josh. I shook my head mentally.

I heard a knock and the doctor came in. "so shay we ran test on the babies and they are all health but." my heart stopped and josh held my hand. "Baby A aka Channing. is a little special." my heart started beating out of my chest.

"What do you mean?" I asked. "well.... Channing has Down's syndrome." I felt some tears roll down my cheek but I nodded. "really?" the doctor nodded.

The doctor looked at me with sympathy. "most people handle this worse than you did."

"Well I'm not most people because the worse thing to happen to me isn't to have a kid with special needs but to have a kid who makes fun of kids with special needs. yes it's upsetting. yes it will be hard. but no it isn't impossible so it's not the end of the world."

The doctor nodded and left. I sighed and leaned back in bed. "so your a vampire huh." I asked josh. he nodded. "yea it's pretty cool. except I haven't found my vampire mate or human or werewolf mate yet." I nodded. "So you get a mate to." he nodded.

"Can we come back in." I heard a voice in the hallway ask. "yea come on in." everyone piled back in. "well the doc came in and we found out Channing has downs." I told everybody.

They all nodded excepting the fact that he would need more help. josh cleared his throat. "I think it's time to tell y'all I'm a vampire." I heard collective growls ring out through the room. "no wonder I can't stand you." chase mumbled. I glared at him. "Y'all will not treat him different because y'all never have. so just stop." I said in a loud voice. They all nodded. I sighed and closed my eyes. before I knew it I was asleep.

Hello dear i heard a voice whisper. I looked around and saw a beautiful waterfall infront of me. "who are you and where am I?" I yelled out.

"Child you are dreaming in a way and I am the moon goddess I created werewolves and vampire." I looked around for the voice. I looked back at the waterfall and saw a gorgeous woman step out. her blond hair cascading down her back. she was wearing a white dress it had long sleeves connected to a ring on both her middle fingers. once the dress reached her waist it flowed out.

I was breathless. "what's happening." I asked.

"Dear you have an important decision." I looked at her puzzled. "josh and chase are both wonderful people. Both of them are lucky to have you as their mate."

I felt my heart stop. josh is my mate to.

"You have a choice josh or chase. don't let anything change the way you think." I felt my self fading back into the darkness.

I woke up sweating. "babe are you ok." I heard josh mumble like he had just woke up. I sat up and looked around. nobody else was there. "I told chase and everyone to go home and rest." I nodded. "so are you ok." He asked. I hesitated before answering. "I had a dream and this lady said she was the moon goddess and told me that you were my mate." before I could even say anything else josh was over at my bed and his eyes were a crystal blue.

"Shay this isn't funny." josh said. "josh I'm not lying this lady was breath takingly beautiful and she told me." I said trying to get my breath back under control. "what do you feel when I touch you." He said and rubbed my arm. "cold tingles and I just can't breath." I said slowly. he smirked liking the effect he had on me.

"So your not lying." he whispered. I shook my head. he leaned closer. i closed my eyes. I felt his lips come down on mine I started kissing back.

"MINE." I heard a voice yell. I felt josh being thrown off of me. I looked on the floor and saw chase on top of josh. he looked back at me. "shay what was that." he said standing up.

"Josh is my mate to." I whispered looking at the ground. he growled. he walked over and kissed me. "your mine." he mumbled against my lips. I heard josh hiss.

"So how did you found out." chase asked sitting at the foot of my bed. I told him about the dream. "then at the end she told me I had to make a decision." I said puzzled. they looked at each other. suddenly I heard them start sniffing. "Do you smell that" they asked at the same time.

They nodded. chase mumbled. "she's in heat.. but how." he asked josh. "she found me and we haven't mated and lord knows how many werewolves are in the hospital." josh said looking at me. I bit my lip man how I want to take him right here. wait what am I saying. I shook my head. "shay will you stop. looking at me like that." josh said. I looked away feeling like I did something bad. I felt josh hug me. "it's ok babe you didn't do anything."

I nodded. "so what are y'all talking about." I asked the guys. chase sighed. "so when you meet your mate you have a certain amount of time to mate for the first time. if you don't then you go into heat. which is well like you know." chase said and started blushing. I nodded knowing what he ment.

Josh took over. "well if you don't then it makes makes go crazy so it's always good to mate when you first meet but you can't mate when your in heat." I nodded.

"We need to make sure that. no unmated males come. or it will be bad." I nodded and looked at the babies. "I want to hold them so badly." I whined. josh held out his arm I grabbed it and stood up. chase wrapped his arm around my waist and I gripped on Josh's arm. we finally reached them. I put my hands in the nursery bed. I rubbed my finger down Channing's arm. I reached his hand and he wrapped his tiny fingers around mine. all I could do was smile.

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Feeling pretty good today still sore. I hope y'all enjoy. vote and comment. thanks. luv yuns.

- C