Beautifully imperfect

Chapter 28

Chapter 28

Shay's P.O.V.

I paced around the room biting my lip. I sighed and ran a finger through my hair. I heard a soft knock on the door. it creaked open. Colin was standing on the other side. I walked backwards to the kids. "what do you want." I asked trying to mask the fear in my voice.

"Can we just talk please." he asked rubbing my arm.

I shook my head. "I need time." I whispered.

"Time for what."

"To accept that you killed my parents."

-4 hours ago-

I Sighed as I layed back on the bed. I was so bored. I heard a knock on the door. "come in." I groaned. I sat up and saw Colin walk in. "Shay I need to talk to you please." I nodded and played with the hem of my shirt. He gently grabbed my hands. "this is important." I nodded and looked at him.

He sighed. "this is hard for me to say." he said looking at the window.

"Just say it." I snapped he growled.

"A few years ago you know how your parents died."

I nodded and felt my stomach drop.

He sucked in a breath. "i was the 'drunk driver' who killed them."

I already felt the tears coming. before I knew it I was sobbing. "shay." he whispered and grabbed my hand.

"I hate you." I screamed and pulled back and slapped him across the face. I started punching him in the stomach. he just stood there. "I hate you. I hate you. I hate you." I screamed crying. " I hate you." I whispered. I slowly slid down to the floor crying. he wrapped his arms around me as I cried. I pushed back and walked over to the window seat and sat. I cried. I heard him sigh and sit on the bed.

I finally got my breathing under control. he walked over. "shay I need to finish." I nodded numbly.

"I knew hitting them would hurt chase and james. it's sick I know looking back now. I feel so guilty about it every day. I had people follow you because I needed to know how I effected you. those first few months where hardest on me because you almost killed your self cause you wouldn't eat or sleep. when you came to Australia I knew i needed to get you. I still needed a way to get back at the guys so I'll put them through some heck. but when they get here I'll let you go."

"And I thought you had a heart." I mumbled and rolled my eyes. he sighed "I'll leave you alone now." he said and walked out.

-present time-

"Please go." I whispered. he sighed. I walked over and sat on the bed. he walked over and sat beside me. "shay I'm so sorry." he said grabbed my hands. i pulled away and shook my head. he gently pulled my on his lap. I struggled with the energy I had left. I started crying and gave up. I felt him rubbing my back. "you need to eat." He said and left.

I waited and he came back with food. I ate and felt calm. "what did you put in this." I asked. "Something to help you calm down" he answered nonchantly.

I tried to get angry but couldn't. He rubbed my knee. "get some sleep." He said standing up and walked out. before I knew it I was asleep.

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Sorry it took so long I had writers block. anyways vote and comment. thanks. luv yuns.

- C