Beautifully imperfect

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

Shay's P.O.V.

"chaseeeeeeeeee." I whined as we watched cabin in the woods. it wasn't that scary I just was craving birthday cake oreos and Starbucks.

"What baby." he mumbled right after the hot blond guy got killed. "Code red." which he knew I wanted my food or I would be angry and moody. "But baby." he started off.

"Chase please I've gone more than three hours with out food. that isn't normal." I begged. he looked at me and I did the puppy eyes. "ok fine fine." He said standing up as the dude got stabbed in the neck. I turned away trying not to get sick.

He kissed my lips as he walked out the door. I didn't know that might be the last time I ever kissed him.

Chase's P.O.V.

I love shay but the things she wants..... I hopped in my jeep and started driving to the ingles for Starbucks and Oreos. I turned on the radio and 19 you and me played. I smiled shay loved that song so much. I think she loves it more than me some times.

I got to the ingles and went inside. I walked up to the Starbucks cart. "one med Vanilla macchiato and a med frappe ." I said to the girl taking orders. she smiled flirty at me. "name." she asked. "chase I'll be back in a few minutes." I said smiling and walking towards the cookies. I found the oreos and started walking back towards the checkout. paid and walked back to the Starbucks cart.

"That will be 6.49." she said. I nodded and pulled out a ten. "keep the Change." I mumbled. she nodded and handed me the coffees and the recite with her number on it. I smirked let's have some fun.

I grabbed my phone. "oh hey baby sorry my phone was on silent. Yeah. yeah. how's our baby boys. great. ok I'll be home soon. love you."

She wasn't really on the phone but I saw the girls face fall when I said babies. I shrugged and walked out. I got in my jeep and started driving home.

I was driving down one of the back roads when a large wolf stepped into the middle of the road. I swerved to miss it. it snowed earlier and it was a little chilly. I didn't see it but I hit a patch of black ice. my jeep started spinning out of control. the jeep flipped and It rolled onto the shoulder. what I didn't see was the steep drop. the jeep rolled to the edge and I was airborn.

The windshield cracked and glass rained on me. this is it I'm going to die. I thought. I felt the jeep hit the ground with a sickening crunch. I looked around and saw the damage. I was crushed between the roof and the seat. I groaned in pain. I tried to move.

I heard a low growl from the outside of the jeep. I felt the door being ripped off. standing on the other side was the same wolf. I growled it was a rouge. he reached his paw in and clawed me across the chest. I clenched my jaw to keep from screaming. I tried to shift but I didn't have enough room or energy. that's the last thing I can remember before i blacked out.

Shay's P.O.V.

I hummed as I stood in the kitchen as I waited on chase to get back. he should be back by now. I tried contacting him through the bond but it's like he has the wall up. I frowned. I felt a tap on the shoulder. I jumped. "chill babe." I heard josh say laughing. I glared at him. "woah what's wrong shay." he said concern showing through his voice. "chase left to go get me my code red and he's not back yet an-" I was cut off by the ringing of my phone. it was chase I breathed a sigh of relief. "chase you had me worried sick where are you." I said as soon as I answered the phone. I heard someone clear their voice.

"This isn't chase ma'am. chase was in a horrible wreak and he is being airlifted to mission as we speak." that's all I heard because I dropped the phone in shock.

"Shay." I heard josh say through the daze. I snapped out of it and went into panic mode. "get someone to watch the kids. chase was in a wreak and he's being airlifted to mission so we are driving down there now I'll get the clothes work everything else out." I said trying not to cry while talking to josh. he nodded and ran off. I ran to my room and grabbed clothes then to josh's. after I had everything I ran back downstairs and grabbed my phone the dude had hung up. I turned it off. josh came down a few minutes later. "so I got Anna and cat to watch the boys jack and em want to come." I nodded and saw they were packed. I grabbed the keys and ran to my truck.

You know that feeling when you really screw up something but you don't mean to? yea it's my fault chase might die. or he's in the hosptial. it should've been me not him. not him.

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When we reached the hospital I turned off the truck and found the nearest nurse station. "I need info on chase smith." I said to a young male doctor. "ok are you friend or family." "I'm his wife." I said looking him in the eye. he nodded.

"Ok well he has a fractured skull a broke leg 3 broken ribs he's in a coma and a failing heart." I felt my heart break. "thank you." I whispered trying not to break down. I ran out past the guys. I reached the side walk and started crying. that's all I could do I caused this. I fell to my knees and beat on the ground. I felt josh hug me. "it's all my fault josh." I whispered. he shook his head and held me.

After a while I could finally go back inside. the doctor came out. "whos the wife." I stood up and I heard josh hiss slightly. "well he's number one on the heart transplant list so it's just a matter of waiting. all in all he's lucky to be alive at all." He said and I nodded."can I go see him." i asked. I heard him sigh.

"Your not supposed to but I'll let you in." I smiled and followed the doctor. chase was the ICU. it smelled of cleanser and the only sound was the beeping of machines. chase was at the end. I walked to him and pulled up a chair.

"Hey baby." I whispered and stroked his hair. I leaned in and kissed his cheek. "I'm so sorry." I said looking at my broken chase. "you wouldn't be here if I wasn't so lazy and careless I love you I can't lose you chase I can't I need you. the boys need you. your my life baby." I said breaking down. I laid my head on the side of his bed as I cried. just waiting for a miracle.

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- C