Maybe // Jack Grazer

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"SHUT THAT SHIT OFF!" I yelled while hiding my face under a pillow.
Our phones had been going off all night.
The entire cast and I were being tagged in videos and photos of Jack and I kissing, every single fucking one.
Most of the responses from his fans had been excited tweets and Instagram posts with captions that revealed that there was no shock when they had seen the video but only triumph due to the fact that they had already known.

Was it always that obvious?
Did everybody know?

But not all responses were so sweet and kind. Almost half of them were pictures of myself, calling me names, trying to justify why they think I'm such a horrible person. Trying to say I'm using the cast for whatever fame I could get.

I felt sick scrolling through the media.

I shut off my phone and gave it to Sophia.

Jack never left my side, his warm hand was almost always holding onto my cold ones.

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.

That's all I had to say.
I messed everything up.

what was going to happen now ?

Were we going to have to break up?

Was I going to have to step up and do it.

Go with the 'if you love something let it go' bullshit ?

Why did everything just go to shit?