After Death e.g.d

By my lonesome (Prolouge)

Hey. I'm Y/n Jacob. I attend Seahigh Rocks Highschool. I am not known as one of the popular kids. I'm honestly no one....I have a single mom who's cooler then me. I wish I could just change and be awesome but I have major anxiety and I'm hideous.

Monday Morning

I wake up dreading the day ahead. I'm overweight, ugly and people think I smell like eggs. Ya I know, gross.

I put on some beige kakis and an old Christmas sweater my grandma bought me. I put on these flippin rad water poof feet gloves. I know cool right.

I go to school and head to my locker. I adjust my glasses and tighten my ponytail.

I have a lot of acne so I get called pimple face a lot too.

I open my locker and check in the mirror to see if I have anything in my braces. I'm pushed to the ground and laughed at by Makenzie and the other popular kids.

Sometimes I wish I could just start over.

"Hey jigalow. How many people confused ur face for the stars today.?" She asked

Why was she so mean to me. I stayed quiet and they all walked away. Thank god

I wish I was cool. I start to pick up my books off the ground when someone else starts to help me. I look up to see Ethan and Grayson Dolan start to help me.

We weren't friends and they were wayyyyyyy out of my league.

Ethan let a sympathetic smile and Grayson nodded.

They handed my stuff to me and stuff there.

"Th-Thank y-you.." I stutter as I fix my glasses. I look down at the floor.

"No problem" Grayson says and he leaves

Ethan still stands there.

I look up at him and I see he's staring at me.

I walk away leaving him there alone

I go into the bathroom and stare at myself in the mirror.

I see the homecoming poster on the wall. Exactly 3 days away. I can't decide if I'm going yet. I'll probably just be laughed at.

I have a plan.