Words I Didn't Say (Book 2) (COMPLETED)

Final Chapter// Chapter 38

Karen's POV
A Month later

"Jonah stop" I giggled as he kissed my neck.
"Stop what baby?" He teased.
"Not in front of the babies"
"They're just babies. They wont say anything besides they're sleeping."
"Corbyn and Jacky are going to kill us"
He sighed.
"You're right"
We were currently in Corbyn and Jacky's bedroom, watching the twins while their parents went to buy diapers.The twins were safely sleeping in their cribs that were properly placed one on each side of the bed. We were listening to the Invitation EP. 'Words I didnt Say' had just finish. I pouted.
"Aww that's my favorite song" I said.
"Really?"
"Mhmm"
"Do you know what it means?"
"What do you mean?"
"Do you even pay attention to the lyrics?"
"I do but i dont know which of you wrote it"
"You have to really listen to the lyrics to connect with it."
"Okay then Mr.Lyric Analyzer sing it for me so I can understand the lyrics and connect with it"
"I-i the babies are sleeping." He replied, scratching the back of his neck.
"Sing in my ear"
"Um b-"
"Why dont you want to sing it? Weren't you just saying that if i want to connect with it I should pay attention to the lyrics"
"Yea but..I uh forget it"
"Why dont you want to sing it? Dont be shy. Its not like its about me is it?"
Jonah stayed quiet before I could say anything he began singing it softly.
I get so caught up in me
That I don't realize what I'm missin'
All of my priorities
Never put you in my plans
Every time we got closer, I pushed you away
Pulled you right back just to give you the pain
If I was your sinner, then you were my saint
Guilty of breaking your heart
I lie here awake, thinking of all the games I played
I let you wait, hundreds of promises that I
I never made, I fell forever in a daze
Till you walked away, 'cause of the words I didn't say
There is no me without you
And you don't realize what you're missin'
This time I'm on something different
Let me show you why, for real
Every time we get close, I won't push you away
Pull you right back just to give you the pain
I won't be a sinner, but you'll be my saint
Guilty of giving my all
I lie here awake, thinking of all the games I played
I let you wait, hundreds of promises that I
I never made, I fell forever in a daze
Till you walked away, 'cause of the words I didn't...
Every time we get close, I won't push you away
Pull you right back just to give you the pain
If I was a sinner, then you were my saint
Guilty of breaking your heart
I-I lie here awake, thinking of all the games I played
I let you wait, hundreds of promises that I
I never made, I fell forever in a daze
Till you walked away, 'cause of the words I didn't...
See, I can't live without you, I hope you forgive it
A world without you is a world without living
I can't live without you, I hope you forgive it
A world without you is a world without living...

It hit me like a brick. I was so stupid. The song was about me.
"Wow. I have a whole song written about me"
"Yup it's all about you"
"When did you write it?"
"A few months after you left"
"Why are you telling me this now?"
"I thought you knew"
"I didnt"
"Oh"
"So what other songs did you write about me huh?"
"...Like boomerang you'll come back to me" a voice sang. Jack and Zach were leaning against the door frame. This felt like a High School Musical Moment. Where Everyone just popped out of nowhere and sang.
"Wow i did not know that."
"He has a whole a-" Jack covered Zach's mouth while Jonah glared at Zach.
"A whole what?"
"A whole ...lot of love for you" Jonah replied.
"Aw"
"So are those all the Words you didn't say?" I teased.
"Oh trust me I have more" he leaned in kissed me. Zach began to fake gag.
"Give us a warning next time"
"Whats going on here?" Jacky asked as she came into the room.
"Are you guys making out on our bed?" Corbyn asked as he followed Jacky inside.
I pulled away from Jonah and blushed.
"You guys are so cute together" Jeylin gushed as she walked in with Daniel behind her.
"Thank you?"
"What did I miss hoes? Why is everyone having a party in Corbyn and Jacky's room?" Justin asked.
"We were all watching Karen make out with Jonah" Jack replied.
"That sounds entertaining"
"We were all telling Karen how she makes a cute couple with Jonah"

"Imagine how they're babies will look like"
"Im going to fight anyone that gets in the way of Konah"
"No one will break us apart" Jonah stated as he kissed my hand. I nodded and started spacing off.
Will me and Jonah truly last?
Was I good enough for him?
What if I annoyed him?
What if he stopped loving me?
What if he doesnt want kids?
What if i cant give him kids?
What i-
"Karen" Jonah shook me.
"Huh?"
"Are you okay baby?" He asked. Everyone else had moved on to the babies, who had just woken up from their nap. I nodded.
"Do you want to cuddle and watch movies?"
"I can never say no to that."
We stood up and walked to my room.
"Which movie do you want to watch?"
"Actually can we just cuddle and take a nap?"
"Sure"
We took off our shoes and laid down. Jonah had his arms wrapped around me.
"You're so beautiful" he whispered as he stroked my hair.
"I love you"
"I love you more"
"How much more?"
"To infinity and beyond."
"Wow thats a lot"
He laughed and kissed my forehead.
"Will you always love me?"
"Karen why would you ask such a thing?"
I shrugged and looked at his promise ring.
"I'll love you forever until we're old and die"
"You promise?"
"I promise"

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Its 1 am and Im crying because this book is over.
(Proper A/N in the next page)