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(Warning: My be triggering to some people)

After about an hour or so, I felt myself slowly falling asleep watching it. It tried to keep my eyes opened, but I felt my eyes closing. I shook my head and rubbed my eyes. That only helped, for about three seconds. I finally just let myself go, letting myself fall asleep.

Tyler

I felt something hit my shoulder. I looked down to see Jon passed out. I laughed silently to myself. I look over to see the other two focused on the TV, "hey guys, I'm gonna go to bed," I told them. They told me okay and goodnight. I carefully picked up Jon and carried him up to the guessed bedroom. I laid him on the bed, making sure to not wake up, and tucked him in. I left the room and went to my own, which was right across from it. I changed, brushed my teeth and went to bed.

Jon

I was finally home after having to stay after school. I open the door to my house, walk in and yelled, "I'm home!" But then, I realized no one was there. "Good one Jon," I scold myself. I threw my backpack on the couch as I went to the kitchen to get something to eat.

"You finally wanna do it now?" I could hear the voice in my head grin.

"I promised I wouldn't," then I felt a quick and sharp pain in my arm. I wince and grabbed it. I looked down at my wrist, but shock my head and dropped the arm. "I made a promise."

"Oh come on! You've wanted to ever sense your brother!" The voice yelled.

"We don't talk about that," I growl through my teeth.

"Just do it Bitch! You know no one will care! They say they do but they really don't! Not your friend or his boyfriend! Not ever your boyfriend really cares!" I was sick of this, and I knew it was right.

"Fine!" I opened a drawer that had miscellaneous things in it, then found a razor, "is this what you finally want?" I yelled, cutting into my arm. I've never done it, but the thoughts have crossed my mind. I didn't know why, but I just cut a big upside down heart into my arm. I pulled the blade away, and looked at what I had done. "They're gonna hate me forever," I muttered to myself.

"Well duh. And now that you've done it, do it some more. You know the anger and pain you have wants to be released. Cut it all away," that was the last thing it said, then left. I cut the same thing below the other, and cut another in the palm of my hand. I looked at them again, and dropped the blade.

I looked around the room and saw I was in an all white room. It was pretty big, and had no windows or doors. It also had light, but I couldn't see where it was coming from. I put my hands into fists, and found I was holding something. It was red paint and a paintbrush. I looked at the walls again, and started throwing paint at the walls, making more upsides down hearts. Again, I didn't know why, I just did. I covered all the walls, the floor and literally threw paint on the ceiling. When I was done, the paint disappeared, but not from the wall.

"Wow, this is something," I heard from behind. It was my brother.

"I'm sorry," was all I could think to say.

"For what?" He looked confused.

"For not being able to save you." I said.

"Jon, don't take this the wrong way, but you couldn't have helped." I looked at him in shock. "If you could've done something, I'd be here. But the truth is, you end up hurting everyone around you." My eyes went wide and my heart drop.

"What?" My voice cracked.

"Oh come on. First your sister, then mom and dad, than me."

"We do not! Talk about her. You know that. I didn't mean to," I growled at him.

"Who's next? One of your friends? Maybe your boyfriend?" He continues without hesitation. "Come on. You're dangerous. Whether or not you mean to hurt people, it just happens."

"It's true." I heard someone say to my right. I look and see my mom and dad. "You're just an accident waiting to happen." The three of them started walking closer to me, making me back up and hit the wall behind me.

"No, I'm not." I said in a small voice.

"Am I going to be next," I look to see Craig on my left.

"What about me?" Evan stood a foot away from him.

"Or me?" A sad voice said to my right again. Tyler. Everyone was closing in on my, asking who'd be next or scolding me or saying it was my fault. I fell to the ground, curling into a ball.

"Nooo!" I screamed, holding my head.

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