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Taehyung - Lullaby

I can't sleep.

I stare at the ceiling feeling nothing, I'm not tired nor do I have the energy to do anything. I turn to my right and look at my phone on the bedside table, I look at it expecting a message that probably wouldn't come anytime soon. But I keep looking at it, sometimes I close my eyes and then open them thinking once I open my eyes there's a message from him.

Why was I so dependent on him? Goodness, I miss him so much.

Ever since I could remember, he would sing me to sleep at nights like this.

I'm an insomniac, but for some reason when he sang to me I would fall asleep instantly, even when I want to just listen, my eyes go heavy and I drift off into a deep slumber.

However, he's in Seoul, while I'm here in Daegu. We're hours away from each other.

He's out there performing in front of hundreds to thousands of people. Is it bad that I sometimes wished I was the only person he sang for?

Despite the distance and busy schedule, he did make time for me, I am his best friend after all, but it wasn't the same. When we hang out, I'm more aware of how precious my time is with him. I couldn't scold him when he canceled plans, unlike before I'd ignore him for the entire day when he couldn't meet up with me, now I can't do that thinking I should take every opportunity to talk to him. I knew he was trying his best and I knew he did care for me, but sometimes it's so hard.

It's 1 AM already, he's probably finished recording or dance practice. "What are you doing Taehyung?" I ask looking at my phone's black screen.

"I never see you anymore, I don't talk to you anymore," I talk to my phone as if it's Taehyung, I miss him that badly.

I turn to the left grabbing a pillow and bringing it to my chest, I start feeling the sadness creeping on me. A few tears slip from my eyes as I cling to the pillow as if my life depended on it.

"Come back to me," I say begging as I cry harder into my pillow.

"I'm here,"

"I must be hallucinating, I can hear your voice," I bring my blanket to my head to cover my ears.

"(Y/N), I am here" I feel a hand pull off the covers and I turn to see a face I've missed for months.

"Are you really?" I look at him in disbelief and he smiles, his eyes look tired.

He grabs my left hand and put it on his cheek "I am," before I know it my body moves on its own and I hug him, I hug him tightly.

I cried harder and he rubbed my back creating circles.

"I'm sorry, it must be hard for you," he says and I pull away shaking my head.

"No, no it's okay, I'm happy with what you do, I support you, I-"

He shakes his head making me stop "I know you do, and I'm grateful for it, but please don't lie to my fac. You, crying is not okay, it will never be okay," he pulls me into another hug and kissed the top of my head before cupping my face.

"I'm here for tonight, so stop crying," I nod and I force a smile that turns into a genuine one.

"How long are you staying?" He doesn't answer instead he puts a piece of my hair behind my ear.

"Let me sing you to sleep," he stood up and fixed the covers, I stood still just looking at him.

"Lunch?" He smiles shaking his head and then kisses my forehead.

"eoneu nal darege," he starts and I lay down on my pillow.

"gilgogin pyeonjireul sseosseo," I already feel my whole body relax, I look at him as his continues to sing.

"jageun chotbureul kyeosseo," his voice always a pleasant sound to my ears.

"noraehaneun ireummoreul sae," I start to feel my eyes go heavy but fight to keep them open.

"Where are you, oh you," I sing with him and he smiles at me, but my eyes are starting to be so heavy and I feel myself drift off.

"wae ulgo itneunji, yeogin nawa neo ppuninde, me and you, oh you," my eyes are closed and he stops singing, I feel him hover my face.

He then kisses my forehead "Good night," but I didn't want him to leave so I grabbed his hand before he stood up. I open my eyes a bit and see his face, he didn't want to leave either, "Stay, please," he doesn't say anything, he went under the covers lying next to me, we were facing each other, with tired smiles on our faces.

"Until you fall asleep," he said and a tear escaped my eye, I turn my head away from his sight, but he gently turned my head to face him and he wiped my tear, "I'm sorry," he said resting his hand on my face.

"No, thank you for coming," I say putting my hand on his, he smiles and moves closer hugging me, his chin rested on my head.

I knew he wouldn't be there when I woke up, but I'm happy, even if he's just here for tonight. I slept soundly wrapped in his arms, feeling safe once again.

A/N: Hey! It's Eun here, in the world of fiction and imagination, I believe I'm a shape-shifting unicorn who got stuck in human-form. Anyway, I want to thank you for giving my imagines a shot! I hope you enjoyed reading my first Kim Taehyung imagine and hopefully not my last one! Feel free to leave an imagine request with a BTS member of your choice! You can also be detailed with your imagine request!

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Question of the imagine: Personally, listening to 4 o'clock and their solo songs on the WINGS album helps me fall asleep, what about you guys?

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