Hey guys...Wanna show you something...
And one thing I ask you is...
Help me... Please...
I need help...
Okay... I'm gonna tell you all my secret...
I've been depressed for a long, long time...
Question me why?
I feel alone... Even though my friends are there...
Plus... I have lots and when I say lots... A LOT of secret haters...
I knew them through a reliable source I trust...
But you see... Guys...
Because of that... I'm falling more into depression...
Everytime I see the knife I get this weird feeling...
And almost everyday... I think about dying... I'm not joking...
And now... Lady_Nightfall... she's my... ex-friend now...
We were the best of buds but I thought she was just bluffing when I saw her threatening to kill me...
But when she insulted Kris, aka AdashinoBenio_...
I knew she was jealous of me... The chapter when I said this book got ranked #983 in Fanfiction...
She's mad... I told her our friendship's over...
And she's spamming me with insults on my message board...
Saying I'm weak, fake, a bitch, crybaby and many more...
I know I'm a crybaby cause I have a rough life...
And I think my sanity just snapped when she messaged me this...
I know she's mad at me...
She thinks I'm replacing her...
But no...
I ended my friendship with her because she needs to control her reactions...
In that way, she won't drag other people to our mess...
But I'm 100% depressed right now since she told me to die...
I'm depressed at home...
I'm depressed at school...
I'm depressed even in social media...
What a life...
I must say...
I don't think I'm supposed to live anymore...
So...
What do you guys think?
Do I still need to live...
Or... not anymore?
I'm not telling my family about this... I'm just burdening them...
Heck... I don't even feel if they love me or not...
My brother hates my annoyingness and he wished I was never born...
My mom doesn't even... She doesn't even listen that much to my cries and she hates it when I cry and threatens me to hurt me if I don't stop crying...
My father works far away so he doesn't have the slightest idea what's going on in our house...
I tried controlling my feelings so I won't cry again...
But reading what Krikari said...
I felt empty...
She knew very well I'm depressed like hell...
My depression's worser...
Help me guys...
Please...
Tell me what to do...
I don't know what to do anymore...
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Twin Star Exorcists One-Shots
FanfictionYup! It's a One-Shot book about twin star exorcists!!! You can have your own request! Just comment down at the request page! I'll be very happy in doing it! ^o^ ^ω^ ^_^ ^.^ Just Request like this... Name of Character: Ship: An idea for your one...