Saranghae (A BIGBANG Fanfic) [Complete]

Chapter 1

This concert thing was driving me nuts, I sat down on my bed and I was thinking about it. I had no money for the concert, so I have no chance to see Seung-hyun again. My mind was tying to knots. I lay down on my bed and tried to sleep. Luckily, I did. The next day, I had no work. I had time to relax, but the concert was still on my mind. How are you going to have money if you just sit there? Part of my brain said. Half of me said my brain's right. I stood up, and went down for breakfast. "Mom, I'm going to work today." I said. My mom looked confused, "It's your day-off. You've been working almost everyday. Why not just spend the time here." She said as she gave me a plate of toast and egg. "I need money, mom. I need to see Seung-hyun." I said. I was half-yelling. I really wanted to see him. "Don't go to work today sis." My brother came down from his room. I looked at him, puzzled. "Why?" I asked. He touched my shoulder. "Just relax, everything will be fine." He smiled at me and he dig in to his breakfast. That night, I really didn't went to work. My brother was kinda weird that day. He went out at 3 p.m. and went back at 7 p.m. "Where have you been?! I've been worried?" I asked. "Nothing, I just went out." He said as he smiled akwardly at me again and went upstairs. I was at my room and I was looking at my laptop, again, searching about Seung-hyun, when someone knocked at my door. "Come in." I said lazily. The door opened and it was brother. "Hey sis, going to sleep?" He asked. "Yeah why?" I asked without taking my eyes of Seung-hyun's picture. "I just want to give you something." He said. I paused a bit and looked at him. "What?" He walked toward me and handed me that looks like a piece of paper and an ID. Then I looked again, It was a BigBang ticket and VIP access so I can meet and greet them. I was so surprised, my eyes widened and I looked at him. "Wh-where did you get this?!" I asked. "That's why I was gone for hours. I got that for you." James smiled. My eyes were starting to tear up. "This, this costs a lot, why did you buy this?" I said as tears started to trickle down my face. James sat down beside me, "I told mom about it, and she gave me the money you gave to her. And I added some more money from me." He said. I started to cry a bit harder but I smiled at him. "You don't have to do this." I said. "I should. Since dad left from Spain, you're also the one providing for us. You deserve it because your the best sister than anyone could ever had." James smiled warmly at me. That touched my heart. I cried more and I hugged him. I wiped the tears on my face, "I-I can't possibly go alone by myself." I said. He took out another ticket from his pocket. "Not to worry." he smiled.

3 days to go and It's BIGBANG's concert. I can finally see Seung-hyun again. I sat down at my bed and took out my wallet, inside was a couple of bucks and the only picture of me and Seung-hyun back in Korea. My tears started to fall again but I managed to stop it. He was the only person that I can really talk and spend time with back at our school. He was my bestfriend, and secretly, my crush. What if he doesn't remember me? What if he hates me? I asked myself. What if he really did. I was going crazy, if he was really my bestfriend, he would remeber me. I didn't know what to think. I just lie down at my bed and stared at the ceiling, remembering the times me and Seung-hyun spent together. I even remembered him sung a rap while walking home, then I closed my eyes.

"James, are you ready? Were gonna be late! Come on." I yelled as I took my ticket and VIP pass before I can even forget about it. "Sis, just relax. We still have 2 more hours." He said as he slowly went downstairs. I took my jacket and wore it. "We should go early, it's going to be packed." I said. "Bye mom, were going now." Me and James kissed mom on the cheeks. "Be careful, and say hi to Seung-hyun for me." She smiled. I nodded and we went out.

We arrived at the concert and many people were already there. We went at the very first row and we gave the ticket. "1 more hour and the concert will start." James said. "I told you we were early." He added. "It's fine, I'm so excited." I smiled. The hour passed and the concert started. I was singing along to some of their songs, (I rehearsed 4 weeks before the concert even though I haven't had the ticket yet) then finally I can see Seung-hyun clearly. He looked different but still the same. (if you know what I mean) TOP (as he is called) looked good and also sounded good too. I saw him eyed me a bit, hoping he would recognize me. I waved at him, he smiled and waved back.