So, I will pretend
I will pretend to fight.
I will pretend to be fine
I will pretend that every night
My sorrows don't leave my eyes.
I will pretend to be strong
even when my true self is gone
I will pretend I don't need to gasp for air
and pretend that my lips don't spill false truths
I will pretend to be alive
I will pretend to be happy
I will pretend to be
I will pretend to
I will pretend
I will.
I
Have lost my self
