I fell apart
As I wonder sometimes
That maybe you would never become mine.
I fell apart
As the reality creeps my skin
That you were far too gone
But, so was I.
I fell apart
When your lips clashed against mine.
In a war that I always lost, But it was fine.
I fell apart
Because your presence never seemed to loom
Because you were buried in a tomb
Of true lies and broken promises
Of selfish intentions and stolen kisses
I fell apart
As the ding of the message haunted my dreams
As the ring of my phone haunted my sleep.
I felt filthy
I felt obliged
I knew I was losing my mind.
but I, for my sake, could never deny.
Deny my addiction
Deny your persecution
For me you were an obsession.
And that's how I fell apart
