.''I hate you, I love you''.

-4-

Ashira's pov:

I was sitting cross legged on my bed after we had come home cloth shopping and playing away on my guitar, I picked up playing it at the very start of being in that training camp, the instructors treated us like we were adult military so song and music was a short escape for everyone when I played and I ended doing so

He sits and he waits,
Feeling broken and hollow
Hands held close to his face
Screaming, "Why do I bother?"

They'll just tear me down,
Rip me apart, cast aside like a sinner
With no words from the wise

Will you ever learn, will you ever learn,
will you ever learn, learn to listen?

Can you hear them calling?
You'll testify to justify, you have to find a way!
Can you hear them calling?
With arcane eyes you're staring
back at someone with no face!
Can you hear them calling?

She lies there in wait
And feeling so hollow.
Can't find love in this place,
Left alone with her sorrow

All the promises you made
When you stood by her side were so broken
When you threw it away

Will you ever learn, will you ever learn
will you ever learn, learn to listen?

Can you hear them calling?
You'll testify to justify, you have to find a way!
Can you hear them calling?

We'll mobilize, not pacify to save another day
Can you pick up all the pieces of this broken generation (broken generation)?
Can you hear them calling?

The road to hell is paved in good intentions and apathy,
What did you expect when common sense is your enemy?
I'd rather burn alive than drown inside your reality

Can you hear me?
Are you listening?

Can you hear them calling?
You'll testify to justify, you have to find a way!
Can you hear them calling?
We'll climb the walls to scratch the sky to save another day

Can you pick up all the pieces of this broken generation
(pick up all the pieces of this broken generation)?
Can you hear them calling?

I sighed at the end and put the guitar down, why did I need to see her again?

'because we are mates'

'I already told you Alfredo that will never see her as such!'

'we must be with our mate!'

'I will not! I hate her!'

'then why are you filling this way?!'

'because of fucking you, are madly in love the person that fucked up our childhood! you are my wolf I will feel what you feel!'

'then love her like me!'

'NEVER FUCKER!!!!'

I sighed again, laying on my back and covering my eyes with my arm, dammit all.... why me? and now I'll be stuck with her for a long time to do our essay on the other person's weekly life.... FUCK ME!!!!

"it's open" I said as I heard a knock on the door.

"so what's the problem?" Dash asked, sitting on the bed.

"everything" I answered, pulling my arm off my face and staring at the white ceiling.

"start at the beginning"

"Lamp is in our class that's a first, then she dares to insult me, I'm stuck with her for the essay shit and..... and" I sighed.

"and?"

"and she's my fucking mate" he was taken aback and I gave him a face of 'you know what shit I'm in now'.

"wow sis that's fucked up"